Close to just calling it and accepting suicide, statistically from my childhood I should have killed myself awhile ago.
I got invited to a bible study group tomorrow night, I'm not at all enticed by the idea of a god but I have no friends
My anxiety is to the point where I can't talk to anyone yet alone girls.
>>18109026
Read the Bible and accept it as methaphorical. Look up "bible on suicide" on google and see for yourself.
What helped me in dark times.
>>18109026
Hey! You're talking to some people right now :)
>>18109026
Hire whores. Seriously, the best move I ever made. Cut the Gordian knot, my friend.