Feeling particularly lonely tonight, /adv. I have no one really. Just alone in my room where I spent my entire life. I live alone. I study here, alone. This particular evening it feel odd because the loneliness is really setting in. I have no one. I have no idea what I'm even doing in this life. Do you? It's like I was sent here without a purpose and I have no idea what will happen to me after this body decays. I'm lonely and the only girlfriend I ever had was a demanding, cheating, manipulating psycho. I am alone, like so many of you out there, and I'm scared of life.
I'm just feeling existential at the moment. I don't understand anything of this. Oh, and I also hate socializing because it never, ever worked out for me. Severe social anxiety due to bullying, otherwise I look normal and keep myself busy with meaningless tasks all day. What about you?
Just reply anything and I'll be fucking grateful, please. Just anything at all. I don't care what. Thanks.
>>18106375
>. Oh, and I also hate socializing because it never, ever worked out for me. Severe social anxiety due to bullying, otherwise I look normal and keep myself busy with meaningless tasks all day. What about you?
Anon you need to go to therapy.
Group therapy.
I'm not even joking.
It's time.
>>18106375
Looks like purpose is not something that is given to us but what we create ourselves. This thing doesn't satisfy me either but what can I do, I'm trapped in the prison of consciousness and subjective thinking till I'm no more.
Anyone read Schoppenhauer? Do you agree with him?