My life is a fucking wreck, I want to kill myself but I lack the courage to do it, or more like I can't disregard the thoughts of what will happen to my family if I really did. I don't want them to be hurt even though I kind of hate them. I just can't find a reason to live, even if I did take an interest in to a thing, for example in math, drawing, etc., I lack the skill to able to learn it because I always give up too early when I can't do it. What's worse is that despite of I'm aware of what's happening, I do not take any action and just say fuck it, fuck everything. I go to school, go home, shitpost, sleep, and repeat the same shit over and over. I did some self studies before but i'm always distracted by vidya and weeb shit. I want to change my perspective in this so called meme "life".
Sort yourself out.
>>18102297
That's what I've been trying to do for the past years, I can have efforts to things that I like to do to but I question always myself if this is really worth, I might as well as sleep the whole day becauae nothing really changes.
>>18102276
I was with you up until the part about having a family who would care if you died. Fuck off normie.
Get some friends.
>>18102331
I haven't said they would care if I died, but still I'm kind of grateful to them despite of they gave me this meme
>>18102332
It's hard to find genuine ones