I'm 19, Have a lot of insecurity at the moment, very worried my parents might know I'm gay. Don't really feel great about it. I'm really not sure if I want to know if I'm gay or not but still. I have some examples, maybe someone could help?
pros
I've always been really *REALLY* straight acting, I'm not very effeminate, I think I was pretty mature for the most part growing up. Never really got into trouble, ever, especially considering my mom knew some teen who assaulted his girlfriend and went to prison. I've been seen with girls flirting with me which my mom saw. (although unfortunately I never really showed any interest in the girls when my mom asked about them, but i doubt thats anything) Usually pretty responsible too, so maybe they think I'm just too busy for girls? Frequently clean up their house for them.
cons
I'm tall, but also very slim, had longer hair for a while. Never dated any girls through high school. I've shaved my legs occasionally where I think they noticed, i don't participate in sports but i have bragged how fit I am, and I always have shaved my forearms, which my dad made a comment about..
I've also mistakenly left some gay stuff open on my browser while showing her some emails occasionally, although at most it was just a thread kind obscured in another window, and a hidden window that was shown when I right clicked chrome really quick.
My mom has also been facetious lately, maybe. She was talking to my aunt the other day and basically told her something like "I don't think (me) cares if girls come" Don't know the full extent of the conversation, but yeah.
She also said something strange essentially implying that I'd never get married or have kids, then paused for a bit, kinda took it back?
I don't really know. They're very puzzling sometimes.
What do you think? Do you think they know?
>>18097362
Go to ate-chan. Lotta faggots over there.
>>18097366
2 complicated
also forgot to say that my parents used to say how i could get married right after high school etc. A lot of talk about getting married.
I never really showed interest and they havent brought it up since what I said in my post..
>>18097366
More here 2bh
>>18097522
there is a significant amount of fags on 4chan
>>18097522
I'm not even joking, ate-chan has two whole boards dedicated to faggotry. They make /soc/ look like the playboy mansion.
>>18097362
the ambiguity is what makes it fun.
if you can play it striaght for for it. when they find out its usually funny.
>had a friend over the other day
>were talking about space
>tell him they found a giant hourglass shaped body of water (pic related)
>wanted to show him the pic
>we go to my PC
>i open up google
>me: "i hope this doesn't auto complete to a porn search..."
>he laughs, thinking im joking
>i type in 'largest' (preparing for largest body of water in space)
>google auto completes to 'largest gay gang bang'
>him: 'i think i just learned something new about you.
>>18098152
>lgbt
>hm
>cm
>y
we have five if you count /fit/
>>18098188
I guess if you count porn/pinup boards but are any of them /pol/-flavored like the gay boards on ate-chan?
I never thought it was possible to be that hateful to minorities while being a dengenerate til I visited ate-chan. They still claim they're alpha males cos they're out of the game and that it's not gay since western women are shit.
>>18098221
so basically just /pol/ as is.
>>18098227
I guess, if there's any jailhouse faggotry in /pol/ it's subtle.
On ate-chan they're being racist, misogynist and homophobic while having dicks in their mouths.
Here's some greentext from there:
>tfw I'm attracted to feminine figures but everyone around me is either hard gay or a hon
>tfw I know I'm actually good looking but my only options are vapid straight chicks
>>18098227
>Gays
>On /pol/
Nope. Homosexuality is a Jewish plot to destroy the white race according to /pol/. There might be a few rare gays to post on there, but it's not very common. Even stuff like MGTOW threads are often filled with people calling the OP a jew or a loser.
You have it easy kiddo... how do I tell my girlfriend that her fucking father is gay???
>>18098267
Unless you're fucking her dad I don't see the issue.
>>18098262
You think ate-chan is even self-aware of it's faggotry?
>>18097362
>What do you think? Do you think they know?
I think you better come to terms with your gayness sooner than later because you'll still be gay after your parents are dead and gone. You will have to face this head on sooner or later.
Deal with it now.
>>18098420
idk. I try to, but honestly I think most of the insecurity comes from being worried about my parents knowing
>>18098415
Nope, I myself couldn't care less. His daughter though, would royally freak out. She cringes at mere jokes that her dad did lewd stuff to her mom...
>>18098255
>pol
>subtle
no, they literally created comics of their board-tan falling in love with /lgbt/ and promising to wipe out all feminists by wiping out all women by going gay
>>18097362
why do you care if they know
>>18098836
They did?
>>18099382
No, an artist from /lgbt/ wrote those. To their credit, they are very well made. /pol/ artists did try some shitty edits but they were shitty
>>18097362
They don't care if you're gay.
Why don't you just tell them, then you'll know for certain.
>>18099240
I dont want to look like a fag to them, like i let men take advantage of me
>>18099391
For an lgbt, they seem to be mostly g.
At least they admit what they are.
>>18099779
Rather than the insane mental gymnastics at ate-chan.
>>18099779
*t
> I'm really not sure if I want to know if I'm gay or not but still.
This sentence right here. Figure yourself out since being unsure if you're gay does not equal being gay. People may disagree with me here, but it seems to me treating a detail that someone may be unsure of as a guaranteed fact was first not thinking enough to begin with.
I am reminded of other people i went to highschool with who were unsure if they were gay or not. It seems to me that is something that many teens question about themselves these days.
>>18100630
I think I meant to type "If I want them to know if I'm gay or not"
>>18100747
Thanks for the clarification.
>>18101007
Ok?