What do?
I'm seriously sick of her.
I've tried everything, letting time pass, forget about her, believe hard that I don't love her self but a projection, that she isn't special.
It doesn't freaking work.
Worst of all is that I'm stuck with her fucking presence all the time and when I don't "see" her, I have to hear her voice and it's driving me beyond crazy.
Anxiety raised like hell, I'm fucking smoking and stinking anxiety, it's in my eyes, skin and sweat.
For those who tell me not to be a faggot and go ask her out.
1- This is work, I don't want to compromise myself and she made herself distant enough for me to understand she isn't interested.
2- She got a boyfriend.
Help me because I'm fucking sick of it.
I don't even think she is that cute or good looking... But dat smile though...
Of course it won't work, but you have to do it anyway so you can self-destruct so hard that you can finally rebuild.
>>18097143
I'm already gone through that stage because I did try to get closer.
She didn't just put distance for no reason.
God fucking damn.
Help me.
Shameless bump
>>18097140
get a hobby, get interested in something, moderate the smoking and if you do any drugs moderate that as well. do some simple excercise, very hard to start but very worth it in the end.
realise that any type of relationship comes down to RNG, there's no forcing a relationship and having it result in a healthy long lasting partnership. there are plenty of girls out there you just gotta put yourself out there enough that you randomly fall hopelessly in love with one that loves you back.
vitamins B12, C and D help a lot for general mental wellbeing.