what are your sexual beliefs? also in need of /adv/ice

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i was a virgin til i was 18. i had however done many things sex-related besides intercourse in my teen years. most people i knew lost their virginity around 15. from 18-21 i had 4 or 5 sexual partners. when i hit 21 i moved to a huge city by myself and now i'm 25. i've had over 40 sexual partners in these four years. i have been with women in their 60s down to my age. most of them have been in their late 20s. a number in their 40s.

it feels very natural and very masculine for me to be able to give and receive full sexual affection with strangers or friends. in these past few years i feel like i have freed myself in some sort of psychedelic way. still i feel no desire to have a girlfriend. i don't get lonely or sad.

i have also had a lot of opportunity and time to advance in other activities and events in life because of remaining single. when i reflect i don't feel bad about my sexual history. i am considering traveling and meeting women in other countries. the only thing holding me back is knowing i might be like this the rest of my life and not want to "settle down" in terms of relationships.

i don't really tell anyone this except 3 friends who are like brothers.

am i supposed to feel a certain way?