How can I stop hating myself when I always feel retarded and

>>18095887
You are underage, so I'll let you in on a little secret.

Do well in school. Make that your focus. Make learning your focus. Learning. Learning. Learning. You think you know and understand a lot, but trust me. A lot of anons here will tell you what I'm about to type:
You don't know anything. Period. You may act like you do, but you don't.

Knowing that. Are you prepared to learn at any cost?

>>18095919
>Do well in school. Make that your focus. Make learning your focus. Learning. Learning. Learning.
The worst advice if you want a gf.

>>18095919
I have focused on learning, but I just don't think I am good enough to go into the field I want (stem). I just end up feeling completely worthless

>>18095921
No gf will ever respect you if you can't prioritize your own self-education.

>>18095932
Welp. Talk with you teachers and older people. Talking about stem to your friends is like talking to 4chan "professionals". Displaying a clear interest in something will likely get you closer to the actual thing, and then you can decide if you can put in the time required to meet your goal.

Ahh.. Self worth... Self perception.... Very big topic here in /adv/. I've made a post about it, and am wanting to discuss it with the op over there. You can check it out if you'd like. Maybe, if anything, it can get you grounded into a stable mindset for tackling your ambition.
>>18095788
That is the thread.

>>18095887
As long as you have a decent face and have an attractive personality you're golden bro.

>>18095921
>The worst advice if you want a gf.
If you don't ace fucking everything in school and get into college no one will ever date you PERIOD.

>I literally punch myself over and over again every day after school
what? nevermind being short, you're insane.

>>18095981
That's unbelievably false.