Lowest Low

To get to the most depressing point...hmm. Normally I try not to but if I feel like self loathing and angsty...

Think about how truly average you are. How even though you might have a talent, most likely nothing will ever come from it and it isn't actually that impressive anyway. You'll die without leaving a mark on this world in that regard.

Think about how say, you got cancer or some disease that was killing you, ask why you're entitled to even be given a cure. Why should you matter? Because you have feelings? Anything else. What do you contribute to the world?

And also if you believe or are open to the idea of an afterlife, ask yourself why there even should be one. Why you or anyone you love is important enough for eternal happiness. Because anything else would just be too hard to take right?

If I sounded angsty and lame sorry. Anyway I don't actually want you to be sad anon but if it's just some weird mental exercise, okk

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>>18091069
do heroin for 4 years
the first couple of years will be fun then it all goes to shit .steal from family and friends , be a scum bag junkie

>>18091069
Without actually experiencing some sort of loss or traumatic experience, you can only ever get an idea of the feeling. Not sure if that's what you're actually going for, or if you actually want to go out and have something bad happen to you so that you know the feeling.

Just wait for it OP. It'll happen sooner or later.

>>18091069
Knock up a filipino fat cunt and then cuck another ugly chinese pig with marriage with baggage.

Their severe ugliness will have you wanting to commit suicide every single day.

>>18091571
You alright anon?

>>18091069
Destroy all your relationships and stop leaving the house

>>18091069
I wouldn't wish the lowest low on anyone having experienced it most of my life. It's worse than terrible m8.

>>18091551
Depression isn't only from trauma or intense loss. Sometimes it's a chemical imbalance with no situational factors.

>>18091069
Do something (or multiple things) that you know will make you feel extreme shame, and then keep your emotions to yourself. After a while, I think you could start to truly feel bad about yourself. This would work even better if it's something that alienates friends and family so that you have no one to share your feelings with.

Do something negligent that results in the dlow, gradual death of someone you love

>>18091069
You know that will permanently damage you for life? It's not just something you can try and be done with

>>18091069
Think of the more challenging parts of your life. Your desire isn't normal. You should consider telling someone close to you about this.

>>18091094
Don't do this OP. You will make other people sad, too.