Hey fags, just a suicidal teen here. Constantly exhausted because I have to fight suicidal urges and depressing thoughts while simultaneously trying to not fail my classes. My brain's a fucking mess. Im not going to kill myself anytime soon, because I dont want to pass on my suffering to my GF and all my friends, but I really want to end my suffering all the time. Any tips on keeping a clear mind and clean concience?
Also, I like drawing the shit that pours into my head
I was a lot like this. Writing helped get the thoughts out of my head. Destroy it when you're done if that helps.
>gf and friends
>suicidal
suuure
try going vegetarian or vegan
>>18090758
Thanks man, i try to do it more. Maybe not on myself next time lol
>>18090760
Lol dude I'm a closet normie. They don't really know what I am on the inside
>>18090784
Nice one, but my body isnt what makes me insecure. Gotta love that chubby thicc dad bod, man
>>18090784
so you want him to kill himself?
>>18090750
exercise, as trite as it sounds. depending on the activity it can be cathartic.
what >>18090758 said can help, especially if you write it on paper and then proceed to burn it symbolically or something.
i guess it depends on your goal. are you trying to eliminate these thoughts or master them? or something else? suggestions of strategy may differ, depending.
>>18090828
I am much less happy on days that I don't exercise.
>>18090750
Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.
You don't get suicidal by getting the things you want.
What makes you think it will be different this time.
You want to die. You don't get what you want.
Now I'm no prognosticator, but I reckon you will live a long long time.
take 3.5 g of dried mushrooms outside on a nice day and just lay in a field
let all the pain out
forgive yourself
you are loved.