My life is full of shit.

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I have 24 years old, just finishing my studies on TV Production and Media. I enjoy everything from it. But that's the only thing that makes me happy.

>My mother has a bad relation with my grandmother (they don't talk anymore), and I'm on the middle of those problems, since I'm the oldest son, feeling obligated to take a side is killing me.

>My dad has a bad relation with my mother (they split up 6 years ago), and I'm on the middle of it (similar to the mom/grandmom thing)

>Met a girl months ago, we were getting along very well. But now she says that we should not see each other anymore, because it seems that I developed feelings so fast (she considers me as someone that ''needs to be loved''). She told me that yesterday night, and the ''better'' way to deal with it was drinking and riding my bike around my neighborhood at 3 am.

>I had the dream job (photography on an enterprise that manages media), good money from it, but got fired for no reason (according to them, they needed to fire people because of money issues). And now I got a shitty job.

All of those things are giving me the worst pain in years, can't feel the urge to smile, to be optimistic, to think that my life will get better, eventually. Sometimes I think I'm depressed, I don't know.

How do I overcome all of those things?

Moving out is in my plans, but not now, I barely earn enough for uni and food. And I don't have any other job which can accept my uni schedules as a 'part time job'.

Pic related, a picture I took on the first date with this girl.