Am i done?

>>18090172
nobody gives a shit, myself included

>>18090176
Yeah, i have a hard time caring aswell

>>18090178
if you didn't care, you wouldnt be such an edgelord faggot

File: IMG_2129.jpg (4MB, 3264x2448px) Image search: [Google]

4MB, 3264x2448px

>>18090182

Get a punching bag, any time you feel like shit, punch it as hard and as fast as you can for ten minutes.
You'll be lucky to make it through 1 minute.
If you like self harm, make it productive self harm, push yourself so hard you can't stand?. Mean seriously if you van hurt yourself, then you should be able to lush yourself harder than anyone else

>the only way i can deal with any of my problems is by getting sauced and self harming
You mean that's the only way you KNOW of dealing with your problems.

so you have information about your alcoholism and suicidal tendencies on your medical record
it should be pretty straightforward to transition into therapy from there, or starting to attend AA meetings

>>18090267
>>18090276
I really struggle when i'm sober, i'm just angry all the time and i can't help it. I can never accept help from anyone

I can identify with that OP. Don't take it too far I guess. Don't really know how to help since im stuck in the shit myself, I guess just live day by day. Hit up your local BDSM scene as a masochist, maybe?

>>18090370
Haha, weird