All of the good careers require math and that just isn't my strong suit...I really want to go to college for computer science but that's my problem MATH !
>How do I get better at it ?
>Where do I start
>Any books I can read
>Am I just not smart enough
>>18088605
Khan academy online. Start where you need you, even if it's arithmetic or algebra, then work,your way to calculus.
https://www.khanacademy.org
>>18088605
What level are you at currently?
Meaning to say, what is the most rigorous subject you are 100% good at.
Can you add, subract, multiply, divide, add fractions, basic algebra, logarithms, trig functions, lines, quadratics, etc...