Hi /adv/, I have this online friend that I know since 7 years now, I met him back when I had little to no real life friends and I obviously grew really attached to him, we talked and played games together everyday for hours, even entire days.
Now here's the problem, when I play games with him and get to face bullshit or tryhards constantly, I tend to lose my chill and start raging. (yeah I realize that's toxic.)
I raged once again 2 days ago and when he was fed up with my shit he decided to ignore me, as if I don't exist.
He obviously reads what I say, when I whisper him in game the message goes through rather than saying "X is ignoring you", not to mention he hasn't kicked me out our 2 men clan.
It has been 2 days since he said something to me, despite I've been talking and trying to initialize a conversation.
I pretty much feel empty now, playing games and talking to him has become part of my life now.
What do I do?
Cut the gay shit. Admit you got out of hand and that you're cool now, and that you're trying to get down on some games whenever.
>>18087564
Apologize and tell him you realize you're being toxic/raging hard/whatever, and that you're working on it. (Then try to do that, getting upset at vidya so often probably isn't healthy) Just be honest.
Tell him you are sorry you got angry and then say you want to take a break from the competitive games and play some fun co-op adventure to unwind.
>>18087575
>>18087593
>>18087607
I will try apologizing tomorrow, though knowing him I kinda doubt it'll work