why are my thoughts so violent?

You're a high schooler. That's why.

Stop being such a pussy about it. Everyone wants to hurt people a bit. Just keep it a fantasy and find a guy who wants you to hurt him. I love being scratched up and bitten during fucking, though most of the time I still want to dominate. Also exercise and do boxing or something to get it out. Use this rage and natural instinct in healthy ways and stop being such a pussy about it. You are over thinking everything.

>>18081614
Once knew a rather violent girl. Though most of this come through sexually, its not necicarilly a bad thing. Just fund creative outlets.
Nothing wrong with getting rough in bed. In her words, sex is war

I'm a schizo and I do this when I'm off meds. Who knows?

>>18081614
I've had incredibly violent fantasies too for apparently no reason. I've thought about putting one of my classmate's hands in a garbage disposal and beating him to death with it in a twisted game of "stop hitting yourself". I've pictured gutting someone open and hanging them to death with their own intestines. None of these people I've had any kind of grudge with.

Just ignore them when they come up. As long as you don't act violently I wouldn't say there's anything in particular wrong with it.

If it is making you act violently, seek psychiatric help.