>Be me in the year 2013, 22 years old
>Kinda neet-ish but on a good path
>Going to school for good education to get good job
>Very upbeat, annoyingly so sometimes
>Not a ladykiller but very good casually talking to women
>Happen upon 4Chan in my blind thirst for memes
>Immediately feel at home among the cynicism and self-depreciating humour and the special snowflake bashing
>School starts to become bothersome over the next year, not so sure if this career is for me anymore
>Spend less and less time working on school things and more time browsing 4chan, youtube and various porn sites
>Self-depreciation starts becoming critical, enter state of serious depression due to shattered self-esteem
>Become better thanks to pills, mobilise last mental reserves to finish school
>Spend this last year crushing on one girl after the other, get hung up on final crush
>Don't even talk to her anymore after briefly setting the score, just stalk her and the asshole she's dating on facebook
>Stuck in limbo of low self-esteem, obsessing over a woman I might have had chances with but missed out on and aversion to my current careerchoice
>Going through yet ANOTHER school for retraining is out of the question, literally no reserves left both financially and mentally
Where do I go from here?
Why brother asking a question you already know the answer to?
>>18074320
>special snowflake bashing
most of the people here feel like special snowflakes themselves, but hate others for doing it. the sekrit clubhouse mentality, even though it is frowned upon, is still very present.
>>18074320
an hero