Thinking of getting balls removed

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I'm 25 and I'm really tired of the urge of wanting to fuck a female. It's not even that I'm constantly horny, or I instaboner when a woman says hi to me, or that I want to not to carry the label of "virgin". It's not any of those things. It's just the feeling of not having sex with a woman.

It's hard to explain. I mean I'd absolutely love to fuck someone because it would be fun and feel good, I love the idea of that. But the main reason why I want to do it on a regular basis is to get rid of that desire, or to at least manage it. I just feel sad all day because I'm carrying that desire with me and it's tiring me out. I can fap, sure, and that relieves part of the physical symptoms, but a tension that's partly mental and partly physical is still there, and I just have a gut feeling that I need to fuck a woman.

For the past week I've been thinking of getting my balls removed or something that would simply get rid of the urge. Experiencing this for so long can't be good for my brain. But I'm really having doubts because I obviously wanna fuck and cum and feel all that good pleasure.

I dunno what to do. I feel like it's hitting me hard and I just need someone to fuck. I dunno what to ask but maybe someone knows websites where I'm guaranteed to talk to people who want to just fuck? I don't feel I'm bad looking and I'm not insecure about anything. Or maybe someone knows how to get rid of the urges for a temporary amount of time?

Thanks.