multiple personalities?

I can relate.

It's much easier.if we just act for the goodness and benefit of.others. it's so easy, to just serve them and be considerate of others. Of course, you will need to take care of yourself as well.

It's hard because we have layers upon layers of conditions that prevent us from being so chill and altruistic.

>>18068928
>i dont really like other people but feel the need to have them for later use
You might be sociopathic.

>>18069002
i hope not... should i go to a psychologist or to a psychiatrist?

>>18069010
I think you should go check it out at psychologist, tell him how you feel about other people, then he will make you do some tests.

Also you shouldn't trust some anon to diagnose you on the basis of one sentence.

Dude if you managed to pull it off this whole time then you can still do it. Ive never met someone like you but i guess there will a time where you can be yourself.

>>18069027
true... thanks, i will try to look for one... again xd, i always get scared and bail after making the appointment, will try my best

>>18069041
I think the fastest to route to finding a psychologist is through your university's healthcare services. If you live in Europe, chances are that the university also has a dedicated psychologist. Don't know how it goes in the USA.

>>18069046
mine does have one, she is always busy though

>>18069100
Email her for an sppointment.

Anon you don't seem to be sociopathic at all. Being one way at uni and then going home and being your true self is exhausting. Your most likely depressed and it's exhausting to act like someone you're not. You're not living out whatever core values you hold and it's bringing you down. It's a good idea to talk with a psychologist and/or therapist.