Am I Falling In Love? If Yes, What Do?

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we are both in college, I am a girl in England and he is a boy in Norway.
met this guy on omegle. (beautiful fairytale)
i've been single for a year.
we kept in touch and have been talking everyday.
Originally I thought he was a fuckboy as he joked about nudes.
He showed a human realistic side. More realistic over anyone I have ever met.
He makes me feel beautiful.
The way he looks at me through a screen makes me feel important.
The way he cares for me feels real.
I love looking into his eyes.
I feel like a fag.
He has a damn good body.
He makes me feel infinite.
Talking to him just plants my feet on the ground and keeps my head from spinning out of control.
I haven't felt this way in a while but there is something off about it.
Plus I could never do anything.
My family has decided to let me take a plane to meet him.
I don't know what I am doing.
I can't be with him.