So tomorrow my friends are going to the movies, its gonna be me and like 7 other people and a girl in my friend group that I like alot but she doesn't like me past a friend. I've been doing my best to avoid contact with her and hanging out when she is there but I want to see this movie. Anyway we are going to dinner before (the group) and I just don't know if I should go at all. I don't want to relapse and start to feel like shit knowing I won't ever be able to be with her, but I can't keep blowing off my friends or else they will drop me. The issue here is out of the 9 people going that girl only knows me and 2 other guys. So she is bound to try and talk to me and shit like normal. I just don't know if seeing a movie is worth losing my control over my emotions I am barely able to keep in check.
stop being a pussy
>>18055157
just jerk off before you go.
But seriously, if this is affecting you THAT much, it's probably best that you don't go. 4chan people aren't exactly the patron saints of socalization, so I'm expecting you to sperg out if you do go.
>>18055262
Im not that bad, I used to hangout with her all the time just us two but idk anymore, its becoming alot of emotional trouble for me and I am not going anywhere in life just sitting here hurting.
>>18055262
Like if I do go and have an issue then I won't show it, im not that stupid, i keep my pain to myself when im in public and around others then come home and vent to myself about it and lose sleep and all this other shit.