I went dancing last night with some friends since my psychiatrist told me to get out more. I actually had a good time even though that wasn't my kind of dancing. I felt a bit sick from my meds staying up so late. I enjoyed the conversations though. Unfortunately, when it comes to the opposite sex, I'm not very intelligent in picking up on when I'm being hit on. I was having a great conversation with this guy who abruptly asked for my number after dancing a few times with me. He jokingly asked if I wanted private lessons and I didn't pick up on the fact that people do this when they're flirting and not being friends. I shared with my friends what happened and they jumped all over me for being stupid and saying too much and this and that. Now I can't stop thinking how I shouldn't have even went to this stupid swing dance thing. I feel stupid. I can't stop the thoughts. What should I do?
I feel the same about a girl at a show, so don't kick yourself. Just breathe a little deeper and take it easy.
I'm kinda still depressed about my experience though.. 2 days after the fact, but really it's because the event I went to only happens for about 5-6 days every year, and I was crushing hard on one girl I've seen there before, year after year, but I always saw her as out of my league, I still do really.. but she's much more special than I had originally thought.
Most those years before though, I was really depressed over an ex, finally now I feel strong enough to just start something serious with someone. And although I spoke to her, it was brief and felt like a part of me had died after.
>>18045783
I had to go home, I was tired from working all day. But I told her basically how special I thought she was, in my own words, then I told her she's the last person I wanted to talk to that night, and it was sadly, the last night of the event.
I can't even find her online in any way.
>>18045798
Thanks anon.
>>18045798
>>I can't even find her online in any way.
And if u did, it'd seem creepy.