Does anyone else know how to cope with having a weird fetish?

You sure it's not just porn? I had a phase where I loved watching Japanese school girls urinate on guys but I doubt I'd absolutely have to be in this situation to feel arousal irl

>>18045270
Fantasies and sex are different. I hate watching blowjobs in porn but I love sucking dick.
Maybe when you're actually at it you'll just enjoy it. Don't just decide you dislike fucking without even trying.

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>>18045285
I fap almost entirely to imagination and honestly can't even get aroused without thinking of it.

I dunno what to do I'm worried honestly, the fact that I can hardly get a boner from the thought of normal sex is pretty bad

>>18045290
You can do oral and then have regular, PiV sex.
Have you ever tried to have sex? Do you even know how it feels like?

I don't fap to anything but anal myself

>>18045270
But that's not a weird fetish at all? Eating a girl out is normal.

Have you had sex? If not, you shouldn't worry that you can't get it up or something, no shame in thinking of it and getting aroused, and most girls want you to eat them out. This is coming from a girl btw.

I'm into rape and gore, I can't get off by myself if I don't think about it, but it's just a fantasy and you can't help what you're aroused by. Thinking of vanilla sex doesn't do anything for me, but I can still enjoy normal sex like anyone else.

Fetishes don't mean you can't get off on normal irl things like getting your dick sucked or being fucked or whatever.

If you're sexually inexperienced I wouldn't dwell on it too much. It's extremely amusing (in hindsight) how little sexual fantasies match up to reality.

I can't feel excited for someone sexually unless there's some taboo/unusualness about it like screwing a platonic friend or a long gone crush or cheating

As a result I don't have much sex despite being married

>>18045285
Same. I enjoy watching Bukkake porn but would HATE my girlfriend to participate in that

>>18045270
It's a bit out of the ordinary, you'd be hard-pressed to find a more acceptable fetish. I seriously doubt you'd ever find a girl who would complain.

Imagine a girl posting here whining "How will any man ever love me when I just love blowjobs too much?"

It's not really weird anon. Everyone has something. For awhile that's all I'd masturbate to. Now I like listening to others going at it. Can't get in the mood otherwise.