I am currently developing a fear of being raped by a girl.
It mostly centers around being alone at home with her, for example forced penetration in both ways, body mutilation and lack of control like being roofied or tied up.
I know it is irrational and it never bothered my mind before.
It's important to know that I always gain knowledge and insight for myself by exploring possibilities and ideas in my head. I am not very emotional, but this thing is really bugging me for a few days now.
Who is getting penetrated ?
>>18038190
Many different scenarios. Like her forcing herself upon me, strap on, other objects... But all with the context that I am absolutely against it and she just continues.
I recommend increased sensitivity training. You star light, maybe have a girl tie you up in a room and leave you there.
Then you can progress upwards, perhaps 'just the tip', one day with lube, the next without, etc.
Before you know it, you'll be right in the thick of her,... actually she'll...
In any case, you'll have experienced your fantasy, erm, I mean "fear", but with all the training, you won't be conflicted. XD
Whatever you've been watching, I think you need a new genre...
lmao what the fuck