Am I cursed?

This is a way better feel than falling in love with a girl, then having her break your heart

Trust me i know but feels well

>>18026918

I honestly wouldn't care about a broken heart at this point. I would at least know if I am capable of love. I just feel like I am forced to wait. Like if I wanted to go out and do something, what purpose would it serve?

Going to like the mall or something to troll around for women sounds stupid.

>>18026883

>Random is the enemy. Forever and always. There has to be something I am missing. Some fundamental part that other humans have. What the FUCK am I missing?

you're not doing anything with your life and you have no self esteem or self worth. no one wants to be around you. you're like a black hole of despair.

people will like you when you like yourself. you'll like yourself when you're taking care of yourself and going places in life. it's that simple. don't sit around and pray for a girl to fall out of the sky. do something with your damn life.

>>18026951
>I honestly wouldn't care about a broken heart at this point.

Wew, casual

In case you're really into this shit: go ask the Occultism & Magick thread in /x/

>>18026961

I understand.

Its difficult because I am not even sure where I want to go. You aren't the first person to tell me to "go places". Whenever I think of places to go I just think of bed. Thats my problem.

I am like disenchanted with life. I am not suicidal but I just feel like I have seen all the world can offer that is even relatively interesting to me.

I don't think I am like rock bottom right now. I have a decent job but I do feel like shit. I don't know how people get so excited about doing shit like traveling or hiking or whatever the fuck.

Like the shit that excites me is all basic shit. Like video game launches and what not.

For example, one of my friends the other day told me she is having a kid. I had to feign excitement because I really didn't care.

Lack of excitement in things is crushing me right now.

>>18026961
>you'll like yourself when you're taking care of yourself and going places in life.
WRONG

>>18026996

It's really hard to get excited about the regular aspects of life when you're constantly flooding your brain with any or all of video games, porn, 4chan, drugs etc.

You want to get excited about life? Cut out the easy pleasure, or limit it a lot. Of course doing math equations isn't going to be fun when you can click and watch explosions. Of course talking to girls isn't fun when you can click and watch them getting fucked by a dozen giant cocks.

Try to get your baseline expectation of what is fun/pleasurable to go DOWN. Avoid the constant stimulation, so that the regular stimulation of regular life can feel good again.

You need to respect yourself. Ask yourself, if the things you do are worthy of you. And then proudly say no to the things, you know are wrong at the bottom of your heart. Take your time, you will need to ask yourself this question a Million times, in any Situation. Dedicate yourself to the change, no excuses. Rise up each time you fall. You will feel the urge to challenge yourself, and you will start loving challenging yourself. Your self-esteem will go up, and parallel to that will your interests and dreams change. You are disgusted now by the way you lead your life months back.
And with you changing, the People you attract will change. By becoming worthy of yourself you become worthy of others and you ll eventually attract the Girl you want without any effort or even thought.

>>18027091

I understand. Thanks for the advice. I will figure it out somehow.

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nah. You are within the realm of normal, OP

>>18026961
>Implying self esteem comes from success
>Implying not the other way around

Also I love how the /adv/ solution to every problem is just "MAKE A LOT OF MONEY AND FUCK PUSSY GUYS". Really demonstrates how the average age of this board hasn't progressed beyond 16.