Please help me So im currently with my second serious girlfriend,

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Please help me

So im currently with my second serious girlfriend, and I really like this girl. its only been two months but I feel very strongly about her. She means a lot to me and I dont want to hurt her.
So my first girlfriend was a cunt and cheated on me with my best friend. I was really in love with her and she broke my heart and I havent been the same since. Im completely over her now but the affect she had on me is still ruining my life. I can't even let my current girlfriend so much as speak about other guys without getting blindly furious about it. We've almost broke up a couple of times about it, but the one tonight was the closest by far. Shes about fed up with me but she admits to really liking me still and doesnt want it to end, so we agreed to give it one more shot.

My issue is I really want to be with her but I can tell that im hurting her. I have a serious jealousy problem and I need attention 24/7 or I feel like she hates me.
How do I get over this feeling of being unwanted when she isnt talking about me? I just dont want her to leave me like my first did but im definitely pushing her away.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated.