I wouldn't know any where else to put this, so I am going to put it here.
I'm not a very smart person, I am of average logical intelligence, but the upside to this is that I'm an excellent sociopath in all terms. I can read people like books... but uh, I can barely solve math equations without struggling or consulting with a calculator. This is very telling of who I am as a person.
I was an athlete for most of my life, then I was in JROTC, and then I tried to join the military but was rejected because of my criminal history and mental health history. I'm very broken right?
All I want in life, is money and comfort, but that will be neigh impossible for me to achieve. I don't have the intelligence or the grades for college, I don't have the nepotism to infiltrate business, and I most definitely don't have the stupidity to be a criminal.
So what are my options? I'm 20 and I just want to move out from my shitty apartment into the big city and have that extra money from paychecks. I pick up practical skills easily, I have charisma but not the good looks to back it up, I'm a stern leader, and I'm physically fit.
>>18016659
The criminal history and mental health history btw
>cops called on me for cussing out my mom and half brother, and shoving my step father onto his ass
>bipolar disorder from 10-14, it's undiagnosed now
>mugged a guy while drunk as a "joke" no charges pressed as he blew the joke out of proportions and we were best friends.
>>18016659
If you think being a criminal is a bad thing or even a risky thing, then you categorically are not a sociopath. If you really want to join the military, first acquire some civilian skill that they need. If you are valuable enough they will not care about an old fake mugging and a domestic dispute. Go ask a recruiter: what would it take?
>>18016687
I had inpatient care bro, that shit's the biggest red flag. The best part about this is that I can still own fire arms and all that good shit because I was underage when I was admitted to the ward. I even lied.
Sociopathy is diagnosed, it's one of the 3 (three) things I got tagged with when I left the hospital after 3 weeks iirc.
Sociopathy, bipolar disorder (now defunct), and oppositional defiant disorder.
>I don't have the intelligence or the grades for college
Bachelor's degrees are so much more about will power than actual intelligence.
>I pick up practical skills easily
Go to college or a trade school
>>18016704
What trade would you reccomend? What gives me the most money end game? I probably won't be having children, and like I said, I want to live in the inner city and be able to afford my hobbies (fire arms, cooking, video james, cosplay, fitness)