Im drunk and I cant stop thinking about killing myself. Please help.

what's on your mind faggot?

>>18002792
Diccs

>>18002792
I just ate too much food, and threw it up. I dont know. I have gf. Life should be made. . I dunno. Invasive thoughts have been with me for long time.

>>18002798
do you feel fulfilled? what's your purpose in life that you work toward?

>>18002802
I just got a fulltimee programmin job.
>purpose
I want ro have a family. Gf says she wants to adopt. No resolution. I want to be a professor, but I dont think i have thw brain.
I like to be creative, but I feel like I produce garbage art.

>>18002794
Fag.

>>18002805
art is a skill just like anything else, you improve with practice

what kinda professor?

>>18002825
Maths.

>>18002832
neat, maths doesn't get enough love these days over here, maybe you guys are better about that

how come gf is set on adoption?

>>18002786
Keep thinking. Don't be afraid of the thoughts. You'll get through it.