I have a variety of people who I crush on, some kinda realistic, others not so realistic. I want to know how to get a relationship going.
I have been lonely for a long time and the result is that I can be very distant and to some extent hateful. I don't show this in front of people though. I never tell anyone they annoy me because I always find something.
I think these attitudes came as a result of being lonely since I was very young and I've been in this vicious circle for ages. I believe if I get a relationship with someone I could counter this but my crushes are on people quite far away and I have no idea what I'm doing in the future so I feel starting one would be redundant.
To summarise, my life is a mess and between nihilism, loneliness and my bad attitude, I have no idea how to fix it.
>>18002543
Anyone?
You sound like a real fucking winner, OP.
How about you pick up some hobbies and pick up working out?
Because right now you have no redeemable qualities and a relationship is not going to fix you.
Talk to a counseler
>>18002585
You're probably right, you know. I'll look into a martial art of some sort.
>>18002588
Tried that and it didn't work.
>>18002628
Eh but they do life coaching and career counseling
>>18002630
I know I had one before but they were useless.