Why don't I have any desire to form relationships with people

>>18001137
Low T and/or serotonin

>>18001137

do you masturbate?

>>18001140
I'm 25. What are things I could do to ameliorate this?

>>18001143
Sometimes but almost never to pornography. Maybe three times a week to my own imagination.

I don't know if I have enough sexual desire to go through with the whole process of dating/meeting people. The last time I had sex was over a year ago.

>>18001148

how was the sex? what happened?

what do you fap to in your imagination?

>>18001152
the girl dumped me a few days later. i think she was trying to be nice. i don't really know if she enjoyed herself. i don't really know if I enjoyed myself.

lately i've been wondering if maybe I'm gay and just can't admit it to myself, but even then I think it can't be true. gay men often come to terms with their own homosexuality in early life and have relations with other men. for me there was not even that, there's just constant loneliness.

i think i've realized bullying people on twitter and facebook and posting stupid pictures of myself in states of undress to people is the only thing that excites me anymore. i've basically turned into a retarded asshole. i'm not sure if i'm really capable of having normal relationships with people.

i know it sounds stupid. i tried being a nice guy, i tried being myself. people just didn't like me. relationships never formed. i've just always been that guy that makes people uncomfortable and unhappy. i'm probably always gonna be that guy who makes people uncomfortable and unhappy. when it finally clicks people are just never going to like you no matter what you do, eventually, you start enjoying being hated more than being loved.

my own family doesn't even talk to me anymore. i have both parents alive, 4 brothers and a sister. none of them ever call me or want to talk to me anymore, i've soured my relationships with everybody and i'm pretty sure my own parents are ashamed of me.

i honestly think i'm just incapable of having normal human relationships.

half the time after coming home from work i just eat, listen to chamber music and smoke until i fall asleep. i don't even like television anymore. i don't enjoy food. eating is a chore.