suicide

>>17996703
What else have you tried OP?

>>17996703
I love you. Don't die. Please. Don't hurt yourself. Don't demean and belittle yourself, it hurts to see you easily admit to doing that. I want to see you happy. I want you to fall in love with yourself and eventually find a reason to keep going forward. I don't want you to disappear when there must be, no there is, ways for you to gain a life worth living. Take my hand and let me pick you up from this hole you've fallen into, just this time, so you can then learn how to pick yourself back up all on your own. So you can take all the bad that's happened to you and use it to become stronger than that. I don't want you to die. I don't want you to just exist. I want you to find meaning and actually live.

>>17996710
Meditation, exercise, yoga, patience and self control.
>>17996719
Thank you for that anon..but I still don't see the light right now. I want to keep trying but the depression keeps finding me. I can't do it anymore.

I had the same thoughts yesterday, OP. Watched welcome to the n.h.k and now I'm glad to be alive.

where are you? im looking for a suicide pact partner in vancouver

>>17996719

Would you have sex with OP to stop him from killing himself?

Right now you're not going to be able to see or feel anything positive. You need to share this with someone you trust and if there's nobody you trust, you should either check yourself into the closest hospital or community mental health center. There is light. Trust me. I've recurrent major depression and it sucks some days. Since I've been in a psych hospital though, and on meds, things have been looking up and I've learned some great ways to cope and start to live instead of just existing. You can do this anon, even if you don't feel like right now.

>>17996703
lift weights, its autistic but helps

Someone forgot to tell OP life sucks by default and isn't a Disney flick.

Everyone suffers, the only thing that gives life meaning is giving other people meaning about their life. Either a friend, an SO, a homeless person and so forth. Life fucking sucks, but killing yourself doesn't end suffering. It just spreads your suffering to the ones that love you, to the ones that find you and to ones that have yet to lose hope but hear about your selfish act and do the same.

Play the game through, it's the only one you got.

>>17997525

this, any suicide pact partners in nyc? srs

>>17997525
yeah? how would you like to go?

Ask your doctor is Prozac is right for you