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>be me
>hate high school, get expelled because of provocative behaviour despite excellent grades
>new school, still hate school (but not the lessons), receive best possible A-levels
>move into new town, start studying international relations
>realize after 2 months it bores me, I don't know why I started it and I hate most of the students and the city
>quit
>be NEET for half a year and live by my parents (who don't have a lot of money)
>think every day about the future and what I should do with myself (daily change in thoughts about medicine, law or economics+informatics) and that I want to support my family
>move to another city, start studying economics+informatics (because it's a safe bet)
>again realize i fucking hate the subjects, the people etc.
>now want to quit and study law in 2 months
I really don't know what to do anymore. I fear the exact same thing happens in another town and with the new subject (even though I think being a lawyer would make me happy). It's not that I'm not trying. I went to every lecture and excercise. But it drains my energy so much. Now I'm only going to the gym 3 times a week for 3 hours, browse /his/, /tv/, /pol/ and Youtube, read and visit my girlfriend at the weekend. Studying history would be my dream honestly but I don't think it would be a secure option. Don't know what is wrong with me, I liked so many subjects in school like history, German, English, biology, sociology, geography. What can I do? I don't want to waste more time...
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Help
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>>17984688
this isn't even sissyphus.
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>>17985903
Well yeah, it's a joke
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>>17984688
Get some blue collar work, you might be happier. If you are doing nothing, at least give it a try.
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>>17984688
Everything doesn't have to perfectly fit you life anon. Sometimes being a perfectionist can become a problem. Be happy anon that you excel in these opportunities. Happiness is something you earn not something you just find.
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Similar life
I didn't hate school, I just didn't like anything. I was good at everything and nothing called to me.
I've changed majors a bunch of times
I got my degree and I've decided to join the military
Then what I want doesn't matter.
Having a degree means I can go straight officer. Good work there. Good pay
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>>17986530
I did a few weeks of assembly-line work but it honestly is more of a torture than anything else. Now I have huge respect for people who do this for a living.
>>17986540
How did you find out that I'm a perfectionist? Yes it's true and honestly not in a healthy way, I tend to massively exaggerate when I want to deal with something.
Can you elaborate on the point with the happiness?
>>17986551
What did you major in? Yeah, same thing here. Was good at everything but didn't find a calling.
I also thought about joining the military or the police but I heard that the military is really dull a lot of the time and I need something intellectually stimulating.
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