Hi /adv/ I'm writing here because I have personal problems

>>17976013

can you take a vacation?

>>17976053
Now I can't. Also my vacations are always sad, I have more time to think because I spend most of my time alone. Sometimes are a hell.

>>17976066

>now i can't

why not?

>spend my time alone
>sometimes are a hell

the problem here is you're given a chance to make yourself happy and you refuse to take it. we can't do much if you WANT to be tragic.

>>17976073
I can't because I can't have a vacation whenever I want. There are scheduled dates.
Is not that I refuse that, is that I don't know what to do or have the strength to do it. I don't want to be tragic really, this feelings really suck that's all

>>17976112

you CAN take vacation, just not at this moment.

take a vacation, but this time, leave with the intention of enjoying it.

>i dont want to be tragic really

either you have clinical depression (in which case you need therapy and possibly meds) or you have become addicted to sadness. its a thing. feeling validated by making threads like this and then when no one gives what you deem to be good advice you feel good, like the tragic hero no one can understand, so tragic that even living a comfy first world life can't make him happy.

its a real thing

>>17976116
Well thank you for your response but you don't catch what I'm searching here. If you don't want to help don't help you doesnt make me feel better like you said.

You make me feel sad because each day the internet is becoming more and more a shit hole where nobody gives a fuck about others.

Tell us more about the escort shizzle

What are your hobbies, and get more of them bud

>>17976226
What do you want to know about it? Ask me and I'll answer.

>>17976231
My hobbies are running, it helps me to disconnect for a little time, also photography and digital art. I don't really practice them a lot these days except of running.

>>17976243
How many, how expensive and how the dates turned out. Really interests me

>>17976273
I don't know how many times but a lot. Maybe around 30 different girls.
I started with "cheap" girls, you can see almost everything here and it's sad and awful what you see, sometimes I walked away without doing anything. Saying a range of prizes from 50$ to 250$ the most expensive. I find them in the Internet and I contact the agency or the girl if she works by her own. I had really good experiences and bad ones were you think what I'm doing here, specially regarding about smell and personal hygiene of some girls.

I don't advice anybody using this services, maybe one time if you want to try. You could make of it a habit and not talking about the anxiety of getting STDs. I didn't catch anything luckily.