In the last six months I made out with 4 girls. Yes there was

>>17973281
>Am I just a horrible person?What should I do?How can I live with this?

Yes.
Kys.
Don't.

>I can't tell her what I did. It would destroy me.
>It would destroy me.

What about HER, you shitstain? You don't love her. Break up with her so she can find someone who deserves her.

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>>17973281
tell me more about your exploits, Casanova
lol

>>17973281
Tell her. Lies have short legs, the best thing is to tell the truth. And not gonna lie: it will be possibly horrible. But those are the consequences of more horrible acts.

>>17973324
Well duh! For someone who doesnt know what love is I have really strong feelings for her. I've been together with her for 7 years after all.

>>17973336
I cant tell her the truth. I lie all the time. To everyone. Friends, Family. It doesnt matter. If all these people knew how and who I really was I d be all alone in a heartbeat.
I'm looking for a way to live with that.

Maybe I should just accept the fact that I am evil and manipulative. That should work right? Just see myself for what I am. A horrible and evil person.

>>17973328
there is not alot to tell.
One was at an afterwork party. We just got drunk and then she basically just kicked off the kissing.

Two where at an open air in germany. I even went home with one of them. The one I could have had sex with.

And the last one was at the end of a halloweenparty. Just befor leaving, both drunk ofc. she just started kissing me aswell.

>>17973373
If you are regreting, you're not "evil and manipulative". Really, the best thing rigth now is to tell the truth. Is scary, I know, but things will only get wrong if you keep yourself in silence.

>>17973281
The truth will come out eventually. Either the guilt will eat away at you and you'll blurt out the truth; she'll catch you in the act; run into one of the girls who you cheat with who will tell her; or she'll see something on your phone/computer, in your car, wallet, etc. that will make her realize the truth. It could happen in some other less obvious way as well.

And when that happens, she'll go from being 'beautiful, smart, loving, and caring' to broken, cynical, bitter, and jaded.

Thanks for creating another man-hating bitch, op.

Either you stop now, never say a word and make up for it to feel better about it (which I doubt you will), or come out with the true, become a deservingly lonely motherfucker but with a clean consciousness

...or you just keep at it, increasing your regret each time, until it eats your heart and become evident that you're an asshole, when people will find out who you trully are and you'll be both lonely AND have a bad consciousness, porentially suiciding at the end. Which is what you'll do

Also, this:

>>17973428
>Thanks for creating another man-hating bitch, op.

>>17973428
I have not once been found out in atleast 15 years. I don't lie if I know I can't get away with it. And I always make sure it won't come out. It's pretty much my standard mode of operation.

And I wont blurt it out either. I will have to keep it to myself forever.

>>17973454
I guess you really are fucked in the head. Why did you really post this? What answer are you looking for people to give you? No one even slightly normal would validate your actions, if that's what you're after.

>>17973466
Well I clearly have sociopatic tendencies. It's hard for me to care about things.

What if we split for some other reason?
Like because of something else?
Her own decision?

Do you think it would get better then?

>>17973281

All you did was make out?

Dude that is small time.

I have a girlfriend and the other day there was 20 girls that watched my snapchat story. All I either had sex with, sexted with, or tried to sleep with.

Not a single male friend or platonic female friend watched my story.

I think making out with a couple girls isn't bad. Just stop if you don't want to lose her.

If you don't want to tell her, then you be the one who leaves her. She doesn't deserve you, and she's in a relationship with a man that does not exist, the one she thinks you are.