If I feel like I'm going through life teetering on the brink

I feel like that. I'm seeking help. I have PTSD and/or Borderline (if you care about psych diagnosis). I'm too much of a good boy (tm) to actually act on those urges, but theyre an indication of how much pain im in. Violent flashes in the imagination are more common than people admit, though.

>>17972555
Have you tried not being a sensitive faggot?

>>17972594
not op
I bet youre an absurd loser whos contemplated suicide a considerable amount of times

>>17972555

yep

otherwise prepare yourself for jail - take lube because you will get ass raped by monsters much larger meaner & angrier than you could ever realize

>>17972555
Are you a teenager? That phase will pass but if you're 20+ trying to break shit then google anger management.

>>17972555
Yeah. It is. I've felt similarly and having spent time in a psych hospital and talking with trained therapists really helped me out.

>>17972614
Wow, are you a psychic?