I have burned every friend I ever had for the advancement of my career, and shat on every girl who ever loved me because I cared more about my job.
now I'm in my 30s and alone, hate my golf buddies and coworkers, and I'm sure they hate me.
I have the money to do whatever the fuck I want but no one to do it with because people hate me. I find most of the people around me tedious.
For the most part the only real interactions I get with people is by shitposting on 4chan. but I'm drunk and really wish I had someone to suck my dick right now.
How do I get people to like me, I'm a horrible person who finds it hard to pretend to be interested in others. I don't think I'm a psychopath because I can recognize how bad I have been to people.
>>17961489
Friends are not easy to make. The best advice I can give you is go online and join some social groups. In my experience, it is best not to work with your friends. They don't act the same way at work as they do when you are hanging out.
>>17961489
If you got this far I doubt that they all hate you. This is probably you reflecting your own thoughts onto others.
You just hate yourself.
>>17961498
Ditto
>>17961489
Anon it sounds to me like you're trying to justify your shitty decisions on something important like your career. But the truth is you actually just sound like a piece of shit, so if it walks and talks like a duck, I'm going to make the safe assumption you are.
You don't min/max in real life.
>>17961496
would just seem weird but might be nice to have coffee with someone without a nondisclosure agreement.
>>17961498
you might be right but I have stolen a lot to get where I am, they might not care but I suspect that they have animosity.
>>17961515
i know I'm a snob, a piece of shit and a narcissist
how do I make people like me and want to be around me? I don't make enough yet to start buying coke for everyone
>>17961534
You don't and shouldn't have to buy coke for people for them to like you.
And even if you actually do this you're merely treating the symptom and not the cause, which is you're an asshole.
I guess maybe read a self help book? how to win friends and influence people is always a safe one.