fucking shit /adv/. i get off on being a god damn whore on the

>>17950717

This is fake. No one talks about themselves like this. If this story is real, then you think like a 14 years-old boy. So my first piece of advice would be changing that.

>>17950717
Post your face once in a nearly dead thread.

Never again.
Just in case someone recognises you.

>>17950717
Post pics. You sound like a really beautiful woman. Confused but beautiful.

>>17950721
how would a 14yo boy think like that? can you elaborate?

>>17950723
what? why would i ever post my face? you think i'm insane?

>>17950724
yeah, not helpfull at all

Well, what do you get out of it? Attention?

There are millions of whores men can see on the internet, you're not special to any of the online guys.

>>17950729

>i get off on being a god damn whore on the internet.

>i try to stop it and all goes well, till i cave in again after a few months. then i'm really disgusted with myself and vow to never do it again.

Because people that post their bodies online either don't care or don't think they have any other choice (working as a cam whore because you need the money, for example).

You are saying you do this for fun and yet find yourself disgusting. So there are two options here:

Severe emotional trauma. But people that are in so bad don't really see how bad they are. So they wouldn't ask for help.

Another option: you are a young man that knows nothing about sex. Your only connection to sex is through a computer screen (hence why you make your character a whore online) and you are angry at girls because you don't get any in real life (hence why you make her hate herself, because you hate the idea of her.)

So, by simple deduction, I can sex you are a 14 years-old boy or someone with the mental development of one.

You hate yourself thats why you do that. Youre searching for the lacking of love you have. Your boyfriend cant provide that, and thats why you whore ourself on the internet. Maybe was your family, they dont love you enough?, maybe is you, your self hatred is bigger than you think? Stop being a slut and love yourself

>>17950717
How about you open up to him and embrace it, i know it sounds really stupid and i am just being edgy by telling you to live out your fetish but that's just how it is and believe me, if you feel like it's not wrong then you will enjoy it 10 times as much.

Talk to him about it, and be honest.
Discuss how you just want to reveal little and always want to be his because that's what he is mostly scared of at that point.

perhaps he will even help you and you can have a spot set up just for that kind of stuff.

Treat him like you would want to be treated, with honesty, if he doesn't show any respect after thoroughly thinking about it, then he just breaks your trust because you opened up to him.

>>17950751
probably boils down to attentionwhoring, yes. it just feels awesome, knowing there are probably about 100 guys jacking it to you atm

i've always been very sexual. as in, i always was aware on the powerfull shit i can do to guys. i am trying hard to not abuse this power irl. and i also try to keep it low online (i have zero social media for example). but sometimes it just overwhelms me and i need to let it all out.

>>17950756
i feel like i do have a choice. i don't get any material gain out of this. that's really not the point for me.
i do this because it makes me horny. it gets me going because it makes me feel very sexual and animalistic. it's the trill to know about all those guys who would really like to fuck me RIGHT NOW. like, all that sexual energy that is directed at me. it feels really good and is extremely addictive for me.


i only am disgusted with myself because i have a bf. i have always done this but never felt disgusted until i was in a relationship.

there must be other options, anon.
i mean, emotional trauma might be, but i'm not sure this is the reason.

>>17950773
And then there's people like this that try to live their fantasy through other people lives.

>>17950757
that seems about right.
i've figured as much.
but how do indo that?

>>17950773
i've been tempted by this thought before. but i really don't want to make a cuck out of him...

>>17950792
>i mean, emotional trauma might be, but i'm not sure this is the reason.

Being disgusted by the activity and being unable to stop would mean you are addicted. So, yeah, there would be some psychological damage there. If this was real, of course.

>>17950793
not entirely true. i've fantasized about him getting off to the tought of others getting off to me already

>>17950801
why shouldn't it be real? the internet is swarmed with whores, especially 4chan.

anyways, how do i get rid of an addiction then?

>>17950796
How bad was the relationship with your parents when you was a kid? they mocked you? You suffer ofsome kind of abuse?

Just a form of addiction you need to overcome. Hard as it sounds, you're going through the motions. I know because I can relate. Except I tell myself to stop watching porn n fapping, i go days, weeks without doing it, then realize how lonely i am again and end up watching porn again. Temptation is shit..

I dunno what to tell you really, but I'll tell you what helped me stop fapping, and maybe it'll help you stop stripping.

i put my pants on in the morning with a belt, then keep them on all day till i go to sleep. the belt helps me remind myself that I'm making a conscious decision to fap, so i then remember to stop as well.

also turn your tv on and open all your windows, raise the volume on your tv, a volume that would generally bother you.

you can try turning the air conditioner to a colder temperature, so instead or removing clothes, you put more on.

meh..little tips n tricks that may help.

>>17950810
>the internet is swarmed with whores, especially 4chan.

See, that's the kind of shit that tells me you are a man. I would tell you why, but it would only help you catfish. I think saying "Real people don't write like that" will be enough for now".

Psychological help iis the way to get over addictions. Either group meetings or one-on-one sessions with professionals. Good luck, "real" "authentic" girl.

I do it too OP. My boyfriend has no idea but it all started when I found out he pays for cam whores. I got curious and after talking to a few of them online, I decided to give it a go. It's easy money and I can't seem to stop. I do it for the thrill and excitement of knowing other guys want to fuck me while my boyfriend has sex with his hand to other women. It's a win win for both of us and I figured there's no need to tell him.

If it's making you miserable then try to slowly stop.

>>17950717


One man's 0/10 is another man's 10/10.

>>17950810

Very weak bait. Very very low quality bait.

You got skype? I like horny and dirty girls