Masturbation Has Made Me Incredibly Depressed

>>17941121
>It was as if all sexuality and desire had been washed from my mind permanently
That's what happens when you're in physical pain.
>and now I am left in a state of depression, contemplating taking my own life.
I don't know how old you are, but I'll guess either you're bipolar or it's hormones.
I mean first thing first:
Why try to pop your cherry with an almost 8 inch dong? Your first time would be painful, be it with a fake dick or a real one.
You seem unstable all around. At least on an emotional level. Take a chill pill.

>>17941121
What. The. Fuck.

Sounds like you were really anricipating pleasing yourself with it, then you wanted to tried it out immediately ofc very nervous and as it happens your body doesn't know how to handle it and you did not get wet enough for the huge dong, ya need lube lady.
After wanting it so much it felt like a huge sexual frustration wiping away all the cravings you had imagined before.

you can still have fun with it, just start slow and always make sure you are doing it with enough lube. Ofc it could be that it is too big but usually it's the dry skin that hurts.

>>17941121
That toy is probably thicker than most of the men you will encounter too. You should have just got a small vibrator. Why you trying to be the only virgin size queen? Did you even lube the damn thing? You knew you had to physically break something your first time right? A sharpie would have been ideal.

>>17941121
I would start by never going into /b/ ever again. It is place for mature strong willed inviduals and you are clearly not one of them. Try /int/ if you must, it is much more tame place.

>enjoy being alone
We call that introvert. But still even introverts enjoys company of few trusted people. So don't be stupid and keep some social activity with somebody.

So go sleep and next play time go slowly. No need to suicide here.

The only way to fix this is have actual sex. Toys are not for every girl, they do nothing for some of you

You need to feel the touch of a man.

>>17941164
>I would start by never going into /b/ ever again. It is place for mature strong willed inviduals

Sorry for shitposting but i'd rather say it's a place for very desentiziced people who search for the excitement in the world of the unexpected and edgy, nowadays it's just porn and death.

So you got a dildos that's too big used it before getting yourself aroused so you're still as tight as possible and then you rip your shit up cry in pain and have a mental breakdown?
What is the problem with Masturbation, it's a dopamine release. Don't overdo it but as long as you're living a healthy life and just sticking it all into your vajayjay who gives a shit.

how does masterbation makes u depressed. its just that ur vagina isnt used to having a large thing in it yet. u might want to try to use lube. dont overreact jfc

>All these people encouraging her to destroy her vagina
How much do you want to bet roasties are behind these posts?

>>17941221
You used more noble words to describe the same thing.

>>17941121
>unironically losing your virginity to a mail-ordered dildo

Never change, 4chan.

>>17941237
dead inside does not equal strong willed

>>17941121

Yikes.

Get outside and live life.