Is looking for a therapist expensive? I have health insurance and I'm sure I just have to look up the damn price or whatever on it but is it that expensive to look see a therapist?
For years I've been a fuck up. A few years ago fucked up in not such a small way but it was just the tip of an ice berg. I've lost my gf because I don't know how to appreciate her. And in the process I fucked up two more relationships (not romantic) but related.
I'm still emotionally pumped "determined" to change myself but at the same time I wanna kill myself right now because I don't want to deal with it. I know I won't but I feel like it. I've finally lost my gf. And I feel the worst I've ever felt before. I know I should keep seek help but as of this moment right now I'm freaking out about the next upcoming 24 hours, and weeks and years thinking about how I'll never get my gf back. I really don't want her back because I don't want to hurt her but I like everyone always feels. I can't live without her or want to.i fucked up man. I'm looking for comfort I also don't deserve it. I know I'm just going in circles!!!
Okay well thanks no one
the only way would be to kill yourself
>>17939266
Alright anon. You're gonna go take a nice warm bath, read a book then rap, you'll feel much better.
Tell yourself that a girlfriend is just a complementary part of your life (haven't had a gf in 6-7 years), and you CAN live without it.
Go get help, keep seeking help man. That's the only way you wil get another girlfriend, because if you keep calling a fuck up, no girl will want you because of your lack of self confidence.
>>17939504
fap, not rap lol
>>17939508
i mean if he feels like rapping that is also okay