I have a FWB who I'm falling in love with

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>this somehow escalated to more sexy talk
>admit to her that I've wanted to be with her everytime we spoke
>tell her I'm falling for her again
>mis-interpret her horny mind waffling for emotional talk
>ohfuckwhathaveidone
>I admit all my feelings too her, tell her my last relationship, I was wishing it was her
>can tell she's getting really fucked up by this and that she doesn't know what to say
>decide to go off as it's about 2AM gotta fix the sleep cycle
>mild excuse
>we both go to sleep (or so I thought)
>Next day we need to talk in person
>next day is Friday, the day of the party, the day I'm meant to be sleeping on the couch
>the whole day is just filled with awkward sexual tension
>eye contact 99% of the time
>no words
>this is not helping
>she and Samaritan having discreet conversations but I'm cool w/ it
>still seems like she keeping something from me
>remember she always tells me everything so it must be something about me
>basic college day, talk about random shit etc.
>ask her if she still staying at mine
>she says ofc and she coming around pre-party to talk and drop her pyjamas off
>not like they'll be needed amirightboys?!?!
>she comes round, starts being flirty etc.
>we finally have this talk
>she says she used to like me too
>he friend also like me
>Jane beta af like me and tried letting her friend go for me
>let's not talk about her friend
>not my type of personality :W
>i basically say that I can't be friends with her if I feel this way and we can't be together
>she says she doesn't want that
>but she also says she doesn't want to hurt Samaritan cause he might feel the same as I do about her
>bish what
>our talk ends
>old friend of mine we shall call Bruce asks me if I'm going to party
>he says he'll pick me up, unaware I'm with Jane at the time
>Bruce and his dad show up, we get in
>tfw none of us can drive

>here's some info about Bruce
>Bruce and I were best friends in high school
>used to cause shit because everything was funny to us
>still got good grades hehexd
>for my 17th birthday Bruce and his dry sense of humour got me a card
>said card contained many items, one of which was a condom and a packet of lube
>at the time I was feeling a girl in our old friendship group and he knew but I didn't go for it
>betafag
>I still have this card today on my desk with the items
>we go to a Tesco, me and Jane in the back
>we talking to Bruce making general conversation etc
>me and Jane been flirting kinda all night
>I start a game of panic
>involves running your hand up someone's leg and waiting to see when they panic
>Jane doesn't panic till I'm literally feeling her pussy
>tfw she didn't think I'd do it
>the look on her face :O
>she's weak af rn
>Bruce and his almighty antics lead to me doing this, thanks brother
>skip to the party
>greet everyone buy drinks sit down with Jane
>the whole party was spent with me next to Jane
>she keep putting my hand on her leg
>she puts a coat over her lap and makes intense eye contact
>primarily instincts kick in
>I no longer feel beta
>I move my hand closer towards the target location
>OH HI SAMARITAN
>Life timing amiright
>we panic slightly
>both talk to Samaritan
>this doesn't stop us
>hand is covered by coat so we think we good
>hand has makes a touchdown boys
>outside the jeans doe
>Jane starts dropping her head back
>Jane keeps whispering to me she's weak and can't control herself
>people start coming over asking why we aren't moving
>say we're too tired to move and Janes ankle hurts
>mfw we're getting pictures with people and I'm about to be 4 knuckles deep
>party ends we all get up and leave
>I ensure that it's just me and Jane walking home
>deep conversations happen
>Jane admits she used to like me even more however recent she's been feeling different

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>>17935614
Are you sure you can call yourselves FWB? sounds like you just fucked once.

>Jane doesn't want a relationship cause she likes the tease of it
>feelsbadman when I do
>we get to my house
>sneaky beaky upstairs to my room
>play COD zombies
>pretty chill so far
>she starts being even more sexual
>she just deep throats my finger mid round
>as a great greentext once said my dick is now fucking diamonds
>she stops doing it
>I think fuck it she clearly wants it
>remember how she used to like BDSM slightly
>start pulling her hair and chocking her
>she saying she doesn't want to ruin our friendship
>she keeps saying stop
>keeps pulling my hands all over her neck and tits etc.
>repeat of the party happens
>move on in under the pants
>hue hue hue
>half way through she says "just fuck me"
>YEAH BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
>ohshit she just came
>give it 5 mins
>she play fights
>end up in missionary above douvet under douvet type thing
>she saying she's so fucking horny an wants me to fuck her right now
>passionating kissing happens and other stuff
>she saying I need protection
>sad face when I don't have any
>Jane keeps saying I must have some somewhere
>stuck between a rock and a hard place here
>look on my desk
>oh sweet baby Jesus
>Bruce you fucking legend
>uncover that birthday cards secrets quicker than Madeline McCann's kidnapping
>tfw she's so tight my dick don't fit
>pogchamp
>best fuck off my life
>not like there's anything to compare it to
>next day she goes to work
>Jane's saying she doesn't know how to think about last night
>Jane is wanting us to be FWB's
>I can't stand the thought of her being with others but then again, it's sex with someone you've wanted to fuck for years.
current time is now one day after it happened
neither of us know how this will play out on Monday in college.
She's told me she broke down to Samaritan that night I admitted everything to her.
Starting to get more attracted than ever before.
Fml, any advice?
Probably should have stayed on the couch

>>17935641
from what it looks like, that's what its gonna turn into :/