>depressed as fuck
>no enjoyment in anything anymore
>haven't showered in over a month
>constantly just sleep
>under eating
>think about suicide as a good solution
I just wanna be happy again. What do I need to do to fix myself?
>>17935208
what made you unhappy
>>17935215
Not getting the dream job I wanted
Not getting this girl I had a crush on for months
Constantly getting in situations where I fuck up my own life
And just overall feeling stagnant and worthless
>>17935224
you can still pursue your dream job maybe at a different place. what is your dream job?
girls.. bleh, plenty of fish etc. why do you want that one?
what bad situations you got yourself into? you haven't been homeless yet like me bruh
Do things
>>17935244
I wanna be in film production. Any aspect of it really. The job was great too. I'd be a supervisor making $15/hr plus bonuses and paid vacation.
Girl thing idk why is a factor. I never had this problem before but recently has continued to bother me.
And as for bad situations I got myself in 3 car accidents in the span of 2 months
>>17935260
Ask her out bruh. Go to coffee.
A lot of friends in film, they got started in theater. You tried that yet?
Car accidents happen.. sure your insurance will be higher.. but don't sweat it man.
>>17935265
I've thought about theater but acting was never my strong suite nor did I really care for theater production
>>17935278
Didn't know you wanted to act. You can learn a lot from the production crews if you're looking to do work not on-stage man.
>>17935284
That's true. I am just trying to find that discipline and motivation to get back to the old me that never worried about most of this shit and would carry on
>>17935298
What changed? when did it change? did something happen
>>17935310
>>17935310
Around October. I was doing an internship for my degree n film and was constantly going out to do media type coverage for events. Along with talking with many friends and going out with them. Once the guy from my internship stopped calling for work the other stuff started going away too.
>>17935315
Not that guy you replied to but maybe being busy and such was what made you felt wanted and gave you purpose.