I really don't know what to do.

>>17934458
Being a bricklayer is not a bad paying profession.

>>17934458
>>17935001
Honestly?? Being a bricklayer is highly skilled labor and if you have someone willing to teach you for free then you should take them up on that. Even if you decide you don't want to make it your life's work, it's a job that would always be available to you in a pinch.

When I was eighteen I got a job doing maintenance at a state park that helped me get outside and develop social and life skills. It sounds like you have a similar opportunity.

Don't give up hope for your self you don't need no girlfriend to accomplish anything. I'm 20 and I have never had a girlfriend. I just do what ever you think is best for you. You can go to collage though fananchel aid (FASFA) like I'm currently using to go to collage if you want to purpersure any deggee. Please man be strong, life is work living.

>>17934458
>>17934458
You're 18, not 30. You still got a long way to go OP, you'll get some pussy before you hit that age, trust anon.

>>17934458
Only thing stopping you is yourself friend.
Everyones got depression inside them. Everyones seen some shit, lost people they love, and been through rough times.
You either let it creep over you and smother you like a blanket, or you rip that shit off you and keep going no matter how bad you feel.

>>17934458
where are you from

learn the skill and flirt with girls on the internet. once you learned the skill, tell your dad to fuck off when you show him you've gotten a job you actually want. ugh, you kids on 4chan have so little to worry about it's actually disgusting in a sense, you're having 1st world problems.