Would this be considered fucked up?

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OK, so it never really occurred to me until recently when I dug up one of my ex's photos from many, many years ago. She was my first gf and I met her while we were in high school. It was also the first time that I had any kind of intimate contact with a girl and I remember that even smelling her was enough to give me a raging boner back then. When we met she was 16 and I was 17 but I was grades ahead. By the time we were 17 and 18 we had become official.

So this photo was when she was not quite 17, and she was wearing a summer dress that her aunt had passed down to her. She definitely looks like a high schooler.

Now, when I see pictures of other teens in swimsuits and etc. and it's supposed to be "jailbait" or whatever, I feel pretty much nothing. All I see are skinny kids.

And my ex from back then was skinny and relatively shapeless too. She was flat as a board, skinny, maybe had just a little bit of hip and a cute rounded butt. But looking at her photo really gets me going, Like here I am almost 30 years old and I'm looking at an old pic of my ex at 16 and getting thoughts like

>>Goddamn I want to wreck that little teen
>>Just need to fucking pound that little body!

Is that fucked up? Is it only because I'm attempting to relive memories of my youth or some shit?

Pic kinda related - derpy teenager. Not my ex, but not too far off either.