This sound weird but, hear me out. I'm a IT student on "middle-level applied education". And receive student loan that will turn into a gift if I complete this education within 10 years.
The duration of this study is 4 +/- years, but in my second year I started to doubt my choice. I failed my last internship that also should have been my final exam. So because of that, my mentor suggested to do the final exam at school, that I could finish withing 3 / 4 weeks.
Before I would start with the final exam, I asked them for a test exam to practice. Struggled with building and creating the documentation, eventually lost the line.
My current thoughts:
>I'm done with this study, first years where ok, but the shit part came later
>Get minimal support form my teachers, almost nothing
>I have no idea how I could finish this shit, because i've tryed numerous motivational tactics
>Struggled with uncertainty and depression within these years
**What to do?!**
[spoiler]kill my self?[/spoiler]
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>>17918663
Silly meme bumb
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>>17918663
"eventually lost the line"
"struggled with building the documentation" <- rly?
Okay OP, fuckin get yourself together, you do not know shit about how hard a fuckin university can be.
You can ask for test exam, and you got one? How good is that?
You can't even imagine the situations others may be in, you crying little bitch.
Tomorrow I'll write a fuckin test. It covers the topics of my work eventually.
The teacher did not get the job 1 year ago, we both applied, I got it.
He fucks with a girl from class, and since then, I am the only one to fail on that fuckin test.
This will be my last chance, 6th time.
Do I cry? No, I study like hell since the last 2 months.
Sit down and get that shit done. You have it easy.
>>17918827
Yea I thing I am waiting for a miracle answer...
Thanks for the reply thow, I know i'm a lazy cunt