>26 years old >got a shitty english degree >feel like

>>17915235
How about making youtube videos discussing the books you like? It may be a nice hobby and hell, I'd watch a youtuber telling me about good reads and analyzing them.

>>17915240
because part of it is I'm too scared to put myself out there, because I have a psycho ex-girlfriend (and I mean psycho) who is still mad at me for breaking up with her and loves to lie about things. I swear she will lie and try to ruin my name if I ever 'make it' or even develop any audience and she finds out. she is completely nuts and it's a long story but she was very abusive to me. she is willing to say anything if it means revenge.

>>17915242
Dude, you can't let this cunt ruin your life.

>>17915242
Don't have to use your real name or your face. Talk over relevant images and display passages and entries that really jiggle your handle, good and bad.

It is a working method, m8, and if you really love the stuff it will be a channeled outlet into creativity using something you love. It is win-win.

Join the military and get that good hooker pussy.

No but really, take a look at the military. I'm shipping out in less than a week, and I think it's gonna do wonders for me. I dropped out of college cause I had no motivation and found the Army

>>17915248
I know but I don't know what to do. I obsess over it anytime I get stressed. I worry too because a long time ago I always had my gmail running in the background of my computer and I had bad friends who would come over and look at weird porn and shit when I wasn't around. I'm worried I can get in trouble and she'll pin it on me as an act of revenge. she threatened to lie and do that to me one day right before we broke up, and now I'm paranoid that will always happen one day. I just hate my fucking life and feel like everyone wants to fuck with me.

>>17915235
Tell me a positive thing that is happening in your life?