How the fuck does a person make peace with their own death?
I mean it's really been bothering me lately, to the point of keeping me up at night. One day no matter what I do I will die, the act of dying dosen't so much scare me, it's what comes after. Is there something waiting for us on the other side? No way of knowing, I can't seem to find peace in faith due to doubt, the idea that queit possibleky is nothing, that we are reduced to a state of absolute nothingness scares me on a level I cannot put in words. I almost don't care what it is, heaven, reincarnation, becoming energy and part of life or some new age shit. I can't accept that it all just stops, that dying is the end of it all, there has to be more after this, right? Or am I just trying to find some lie to tell to myself to bring myself peace? How the hell do I deal with all this? How does anyone deal with this?
>he's not relieved that the pain will end one day and no one can stop it
Fucking normies man...
>>17901498
Next comes the realisation that life is meaningless.
You didn't seem to mind non-existence before you were born.
You can either continue fearing it, find some justification to accept it in a way, or distract yourself from it.
>>17901521
That was before life. Now I have experienced much. Joy, sadness, rage, pain, love, hate. I have read so much on history, culture, and cherish life. I may be nothing more then a lonely NEET, who has never fucked, or been anywhere of note. But I love being alive none the less. I want to continue, to experience more, or at least watch others experience it. To watch history, indulge in culture, to see everything that awaits. I don't want this to end, I can't deal with knowing that this will end.
>>17901498
>o the point of keeping me up at night.
oh you got monkey mind !
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLjelIPg3ys
We fear dying naturally. Understand your current state of consciousness is just a result of some molecules moving around to ultimately propagate your DNA. That's what being alive is. It's no different than death. It's like you arose from nothingness. And eventually you'll return to nothingness all the while not realising you were ever anything