<vent here>

Life sucks. Women suck. Society sucks. Humanity sucks.
If there was a button I'd press it to kill you all.

>>17894035
I hate attractive people. I hate them. They won the genetic lottery and will benefit from it their entire lives and maybe even after, and they didn't do shit to deserve it.

I hate marriage. Not because I'm unhappy with my life but because it's changed to social dynamic so that I can't have friends.

The men are absorbed and socially dominated by their wives.

The women are all off limits for casual conversation because I'm a man and they're married.

I would run a marathon for a cigarette right now.

The new year is creeping foreward, and I know I'm really gonna have to bust my ass to have a roof over my head and food to eat.

I am intentionally fucking single. This does not fucking mean try fucking harder to change my fucking mind. What it does mean is that for every time you do something to win me over, I lose even more respect for you. Fuck off already.

No friends in my new city. Constantly told I'm attractive but can't get a date. Have a very large ego problem. Legitimate sex addict. No sex.

>>17895106
I just got back into after an 8 year break. You could always vape?

I dont want to hang out with people. Social interaction is exhuasting to me but at the same time i feel the need to talk to people. I got tinder and several attractive chicks matched with me but i just dont want anything to do with them id rather just fap and play video games all day.

How do i either learn to be social without being autistic and awkward or find a way to stop craving friends even though I immediatly regret hanging out with people when it becomes so tiring to keep talking.

Should i just kill myself?

>>17894035
LoL

TL;DR Live alone for quite some time, never bothered me till recently - don't feel like looking for a gf, but don't want to feel lonely anymore. Basically don't understand myself anymore.

I don't think I'm going to find it, I came here to find it but I can't get over something, I can't push myself
even if I pushed myself would what I find be anywhere close to what I'm looking for
it would be the same as now except with different walls
it's always going to be this
I hate this

I hope I will get a decent job soon. Dual university master here who's hopping from one minimal wage job to the other the past month. I can't seem to seal the deal.

Next big thing on 30th of december, then 4th of january. We shall see.

>>17894035
I come here for advice but then seeing my problems echoed by a bunch of people that seem like weirdos (no offense) I never post and just laugh at their lives.

I don't have any good friends. All my friends I'm starting to realize don't give a shit about me, yet they would still be shameless enough to ask for help and feed off my positive attitude, because such things for them are to difficult to accomplish.

They don't realize that they are pretty much animals in the way they think, always threatened by other males, haters who think they are above everything else, I don't think they realize how close minded and fucked up they are.

I'm tired of being in this position. I'm just ready to change my life for the better, to put this bullshit behind me and prove pretty much every one of these miserable fucks wrong.

I feel like I'm going to make myself fail, like all roads are leading to me completely bitching out at living my dreams out to their fullest potential.

I have been alone for going on 2 years now and it's exhausting but hell if i know I'd be any good in a relationship anymore anyway, on account of the isolation making me a little batty after a while.

I feel so out of touch with everyone around me and i can't handle it a lot of the time anymore.

I just want to lose more belly fat.

I'm kind of struggling with the whole diet thing.

>>17895684
i feel like that as well, friend

>>17894035
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

>>17896289
He ghosted me over a year ago and I can't stop thinking about how much of an idiot I was acting and how I will never have him again. I don't want anyone else. It hurts. It hurts...

>>17895750
You lose/gain fat depending on how your body distributes it. There's nothing you can do to "spot reduce."

Lurk /fit/. Building muscle burns more calories than the actual exercising. You can finish a workout in just under an hour every other day and look better. Maybe not great, but better.

>>17895079
I'm attractive and I'm a lossless virgin, personality is genuinely more important

I shouldn't feel sorry for myself, but it is hard to keep it up. Fuck, I will stop now.
Everything could be worse.
I have fun.
I have friends.
I only have a little pain.
If I didn't have this I would probably wish for something better anyway.
I hope it doesn't get any worse though.

>>17896782

pure FLAC

>>17896723

it sucks

just know you'll have to live with that pain for a while

and take it one day at a time

been there

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>>17895084
hey babe! >3 hahah babe! <3 babe,babe, babe. Hey guys this is my fiance, hey my fiance, fiance this fiance that, I love you babe!

Its not that I don't want to be friends with you all anymore, I just have a growing resentment towards her, him, and slightly the rest of you. We're all probably gonna split into our own lives soon so I'll save myself the trouble and cut you all off now under these circumstances.
Also to you, fuck you, you hypocritical fuck. How dare you say I always think I'm right and that I'm narrow minded when I'm the one who reaches out and apologize while you act cold and tell me you don't care of me. I can't believe we were anything and I put up with you. I get that the break up was mainly on me but you weren't any better.

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I'll tell you what's some fucking bullshit. I was fine until recently. I had little to no libido, no requirement for social interaction and was completely happy with being a reclusive repressed man. Since I moved and experienced lifestyle changes, everything's changed. My libido returns (In a massive way, you wouldn't fucking believe) and I feel loneliness now. Even now, at my parents residence, I feel so fucking alone. I female (I always hated them and avoided them until the change) texted me today and it made me so happy. This wasn't in the sense as an orbiter, I just genuinely appreciated such little human interaction. But my old life clings, and I cannot bring myself to transition into a normal. Fuck this shit

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>online dating (okcupid)
>message guy with high match percent
>nearly all our answers to our questions are similar (really rare for me)
>take a while to think of a decent response (though kept the response itself short)
>even make sure to clearly mention things written in his profile so it doesn't seem like a canned response
>ignored
>didn't even view my profile

I know it's my own fault for getting worked up for someone I never even talked to and statistically probably wouldn't even work out but not even looking at my profile crushes me

>>17896975
dude I fucking here you, Im a female and I just fucking want to be left alone and have my own little apartment. I hate my family and hate having friends, just want to have my job and everything else fuck off. Never even liked sex or relationships, takes away from my me time.

>>17897007
Family. What a depraved group of mongrels. I want to be rid of them. I don't know about females, but I know that antiandrogens exist, which I believe are pills capable of preventing androgens from binding (AKA inhibits testosterone completion -> killing libido) but has some side effects. Maybe that's a solution for me, and for you too if there exists a female variant.

i haven't hung around anyone my age for months. im lazy and as dumb as a rock. i can barely concentrate on anything.even though i rarely drink, one beer does nothing for me. i have a weak bladder

I'm too much of a coward to kill myself. I just want to stop existing. I haven't contributed anything meaningful to society because i'm a weak untalented shit and can't do anything right.

I have an incredibly high sex drive and I just started a long distance relationship with my boyfriend. I love him SO, so much but I miss having sex so much. We used to live together for a month and a half and would have sex almost everyday, or every other day. I don't get to see him till March. I know I won't cheat on him and I don't anyone else but him but its just been really hard. I've been watching a LOT of porn. Its just been frustrating. Thinking of buying a dildo but I'm broke and I've never liked masturbating. I prefer it when someone else does it, you know? Fuck.

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I feel dumb
>my first everything (bf/husband) stole almost everything from me, left me with a child, did insane drugs, and cheated the entire time
>second ex and I lived together as struggling college students, he cheated and I got fat and wanted to die
>third ex cheated, got me back! cheated, got me to move in with him, cheated, put me on his will

Each guy, I said I wasn't ready for a relationship and each time, the guy pursued me until I said yes...but they end up cheating
What's wrong with me?

Thanks for this thread
I'd hate to actually let my feelings out to a real person.

Sorry I became so distant towards the end. It's all been so weird, like a blur. It doesn't help we were spending "a lot" of time together and now separating again. It doesn't become any easier for me, it doesn't hurt less. Honestly if everything was straight to the point and topics were actually open for a rational discussion (where I could present my case and make a well informed point), I 1,010% believe I would have wholeheartedly found or came up with at least fifty types of reasons to stay..... but I'm more than aware now that everything is ending now because you and I both want it to. You want to bang all the girls. And I'm a one guy type of gal. It's become so suspect and transparent all at the same time, I'm not open to any form of romance. I'm pretty sure I have to spend copious amounts of time rewiring my brain to think dating is a good thing. That you being my swollmate was a lie. That everything was a lie. It's easier to swallow that way.

This will be good for me. This is what's best for me. I'm looking out for my interests and myself now. You are no longer my main priority or focus in my life.

I'm constantly depressed. I have no idea what I'm going to do in my future once I graduate. I have no real friends I can hang out with. I've never had a girlfriend, and somehow I let that bother me sometimes. I broke. I'm a mess. I'm dependent on my mother.

And right now I can't take it any longer

I'm ugly. I'm also living in a big city with only guy coworkers and few friends. I feel like getting a non-obese gf is impossible. Despite the fact that everyone seems to love my personality and I work very hard on being social and positive towards life, I feel that my looks are not up to par for 99% of girls. So I'm alone. And I will probably die alone. On the other hand I see my normal/atractive friends with dead-end jobs and no personality having an abundence of women. Just be confident bro! Fuck all this shit

Can't you see? I don't love you the way you do I. Our friendship is more precious than anything... But your consistent pestering is driving me away. I told you I wasn't ready. But what I really meant was "you aren't my type of girl."

I want to suck your dick

Just have sex with me already! You said once that sex means nothing to you, well, okay, I'm here, let's do it then. I think even if it's only one time I'll feel a great sense of relief and become much calmer. So, is this going to happen, or what??

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I just want to spend this last night in this city baked and lit like a birthday cake with my special guy

I feel that all the books pre-2000 I read on self-development are aimed at straight dudes.

There is always this big emphasis on finding a good woman and be nice to her.

There is an unresolved lying issue towards me liking boys. I seem not to be able to actually develop love past the first stage.

In fact I don't even like anal/oral sex. I was bullied in my childhood for being too effeminate, this prompted me to try watching gay porn and masturbate to it.

I still remember that I liked girls prior to being bullied. As a person who didn't like conflict I may have aligned myself to the outside stimuli so my inner self was not in conflict to what I was being told.

I have accepted myself as gay and everybody knows it - however I have not told this to my parents. Is it because the inner self is saying that this is not who I actually am?

Man, I can feel a personal crisis coming in the next 5 years.

>>17895705

I laugh at women ruining their marriages by convincing themselves their husbands are controlling when they want to do something ridiculous. They make advice threads and only respond posiively to people who support her stupid decision. Meanwhile she utterly disregards her husband's feelings just to feel like "an independent woman", and it's always a trainwreck.

>>17895708

Then do it man. Be great and show those fuckers.

>>17898343

Sexting, phone sex, skype. Get on that shit with him.

>>17898464

What's wrong with you is you clearly don't have self respect. If you don't want something, hold on to that. Say no and tell someone to fuck off when they push.

I am emotional trapped and can't move on from the first and only woman to ever show me affection and care, that I never felt like I got from my mother.
She was the only person I have ever had in my life where I've been able to say what's in my mind, someone who I could listen to, someone I could talk to.

I pushed her too far. I made her cry. And I left her because of my emotional instability.

I kept having break downs.

I'm having one right now. Laying here, the tears on my face burn like acid, just fucking hopeless.

I have a mental disorder. I am broken.

I didn't Want to be broken,

>>17900332
You are heavily limiting your own-self by letting people feed off your positive energy. Let this people behind and instead find people that are kickin' ass or aiming higher. We are not all equals, we are all in different levels of reality. Seems that your current friends like to dwell in the lower levels of life. Attention, this levels have nothing to do with socio-economic status, race or circumstances.

I hate myself

i am unfilled potential

I was selected for my schools gifted and talented program

i wasted every opportunity given to me

i had 18% attendance in my last year of school (6th form) no idea what you americans call it.

I used all my free time from 13-21 playing wow on a PC my single mother bought to help my studies. Often sneaking of school.

i actually got into a university, stopped going after 2 weeks.

Worked a shit job and got an opportunity as my friend was leaving his job and they needed somebody at short notice.

Been there 3 years, its a terrible old fashioned company. Two people walked out before Christmas.

I am the only person there now that can do my job.

got big pay rise.... i am now stuck here, unless you are doing a specific thing i am entry level. I am unable to leave unless i take a huge pay-cut.

Girlfriend may as well be a Nun in regards to her sexual adventures. 6 years of missionary and the "exotic" doggy take its toll.


I want to move to the US but i have no real skills.


Merry Christmas.

>>17900355
Brokenness is beautiful and you are beautiful. Accept yourself for who you are and what you're dealing with. You're not alone.

>>17894035

There's a really angelic person here on this /adv/ board . . . I see your comments every once in a while . . . who are you?

>>17895062

> Not pressing the button to kill yoirself instead

I see, you are new here.

>>17895693

Good luck to you friend. We're all gonna make it.

>>17898320

> Implying anyone ever does anything really right

We all wander cluelessly around this planet. Some have luck, some have endurance, soma have both, some have none. That doesn't define your worth. Fuck the world. Make your own world if you don't like the way it is. Even if you only create it in your mind, alone.

im fucking fed up with getting messed about by women. my emotions are all fucked up. one day they are really into me and saying they like me and a few days later they say they say they are not into me.

>>17896991
>not even looking at my profile crushes me

Oh wow this is just hilarious

>>17900391
>There's a really angelic person here on this /adv/ board . . . I see your comments every once in a while . . . who are you?

I meant to write that to you

>>17900508
You're very kind for saying angelic. Why do you want to know?

>>17900510

How did you end up on 4chan? Most people here are so lost . . .

I wish I could make something better venting here, but I can't fight the feeling that whatever I say here won't change shit.

>>17900331

this happened to me.
I was the guy

>>17900514
Someone I love shared it with me and I'm currently learning some great things and enjoy sharing what I'm learning. If I can share something that shows others they're not alone, it makes me smile and forget about my dark thoughts for a bit.

I felt bad when you dumped me. Since I went no contact, it's been hilarious watching you struggle. It made me so fucking happy when you dumped your rebound and your ego was visibly diminishing.

How's life as a single hostess? lololol hope you're doing well.

>>17900529

Your answers are always very soothing

so

thank you, kind stranger

I like to hurt people. My conscience drove me not to do it. Frustration with others led me do it in order to teach moral lessons. Now my conscience drives me to do it. I want to stop but I compulsively continue.

>>17900577
Thank you for your kindness. I feel a small smile knowing I said something soothing for another. I don't have all the answers and I find that others are my best teachers, here on 4chan too.

I think my ex is on drugs, she was already depressed, so that will mix nicely. It's been two weeks since we broke up and I think she's not taking the breakup too well. I could be wrong and something else is going on. I feel kinda bad about it. I'm picking up some of my stuff at her place this Friday, not exactly what I'm going to say to her. I do miss her a lot, though.

I wonder where you are now. Are you spending the holidays with your family or have you found that special girl for you. I wish i was her...

>>17900525

You serious? Were/are you married to Yoni the Yellow-Bellied Crony?

i lost what i'm certain is the love of my life. i made it happen. i didn't do anything wrong to her, i just let go. and she's already with someone else. and here i am, five months later, a little more able to cope, but still feeling like all i've done is create a black hole that is sucking me closer and closer to the event horizon until the pain kills me. i need so much fucking help. stonewalling my emotions isn't working. i deserve this for being so stupid. i wish something could go right and i could do something right. hell i posted a thread on /adv/ a few days ago an it got zero replies. jesus christ.

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The only salvation from being a consumer cattle, is rising above and achieving great status. I will become Jay Gatsby and win over my North Rhine-Westphalian muse. I have failed my career in finance before even trying seriously, but now, I start anew and reinvent myself as the righteous defender of the west. Nuclear operator on one of 71 US submarines and they have chosen me!? Surely this is the path to both superior virtue and wealth. Whomever she has chosen to love is surely a man of great character, but he is not prepared for the nuclear Quijote that is me! Ta-Ta Lukas, I will steal her back in 6 years just in time to impregnate her, and the foreshadowing is already written in plain Englisch. The continents do not separate love, not in this globalized world you fool! I have Facebook messenger and you are becoming complacent! If I fail, then I will know I have wronged the gods, for how could they be so cruel to line the stars up so perfectly. That is how villains are created!

For a long time I've felt like most of the people who have formed a relationship with me did so out of need or convenience. So far nothing has proven me wrong and it scares me. Soon enough just about everyone I know won't need me or will find my friendship an inconvenience and then I'll be all alone.

So a couple of months ago I became friends with someone on Facebook, he was a friend of a friend and we have the surname so he added me and we'd had a couple of brief interactions on my friends Facebook wall so I thought, sure why the hell not? And accepted. But the guy is a grade a tool. He's incredibly self-righteous, frequently beats you over the head with his communist views like a religious fanatic, gets incredibly shitty if I don't reply to his messages and frequently bums me out when he talks to me about his depression frequently (I'm not saying that confiding in someone about your mental health is a bad thing, but doing this to someone who you've never met in person and you half the time complain about because I'm not "left wing enough" is hardly the person to do this to)

I would have already removed him from Facebook, but he recently told me that he's suicidal and that he is considering killing himself in a few months time. Perhaps it's a little bit narcissistic of myself to think me unfriending him and cutting all contact could send him over the edge, but I get the impression that he is a bit of a loner and doesn't have too many people to talk to and I'd hate for him to kill himself even if he is a fucking annoying person to deal with.

I am in a perfect relationship with a girl of my life (I am girl too) She is sweet, cute, caring and kinda delicate. I am supposed to be happy. But every day I think about him. An ordinary 7/10 guy, with some personal flaws, just being himself, not trying anything on me. It has been almost 3 years and I feel still same about him, I want him to hold me, hug me, I want to fall asleep with him again (we are pretty close friends and have one or two sleepovers). He is in a relationship too and I think he is happy with it. But sometimes, when we are alone, watching movies in a dark room, he hold my hand and smile on me in a way that makes my heart jump out of my chest. Why is this happening. I thought that if you love someone, there is no room in your heart for anyone else.
I dont wanna be the bad one. I want to see my girlfriend happy, but I am not sure I can live like this forever. help

>>17894035
I have high standards but only deserve the lowest of the low. I can't change anything about that no matter how hard I try so I'll always remain alone.

Hi. I just told a girl I liked that I liked her and she told me she didn't like me back. How do I make it stop hurting?

I wanna lose my virginity and gain self confidence around women but realistically I have a long ways to go for that. I'm approaching 30, I'm a 3/10, chubby, and no hobbies or interests. I figure by 4th of July this year I wanna lose it.

This new year I'm going to eat healthy every day, drink more water, get a gym membership since my job gives me discount, start digesting material on how to attract women, and pick up lessons on boxing or another activity.

This 4th I'll be going out with a large group of friends and I expect to see lots of people where we are staying, so if I stick to my guns and work hard I think I can lose my vcard by then.

This is literally the only thing keeping me going from losing my mind. I'm going to be disappointed with either outcome, aren't I..

>>17900860
There is a chubby guy at my local MMA gym who is a total goddamn badass BJJ Brown belt, criminal defense lawyer, amateur MMA fighter, city councilman, mansion on the river. Yes stick to your guns and work hard.

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It's really cool that you finally landed a job, but please stop rubbing it in.

Our parents are friends with the owners and got you the job. You didn't search for a job at all. Meanwhile I dealt with job rejections for months and right now I'm just burnt the fuck out on the search and have no money for gas. I actually asked our parents for help on the job search but they ignored me. We know the favoritism at this point.

2017 please let me be successful.