should i find a fuckbuddy online again?

also what is the secret to living a happy, wholesome life? the deep pit in my stomach is dark and painful.

>>17890316
actual boyfriends are not a myth... how ever...

Considering your outlook, the video and image you posted you subscribe to a culture which doesn't encourage "boyfriends" or even, what I would consider, things that co-align with "decent culture" such as "good boyfriends".

So you can manipulate a pathetic fuck into falling for you while you have no respect for him, but that's a waste of your time. So you'll stick with the fuck boys who probably won't care if you died outside of the facade people front when "some one they kind of knew" dies.

Maybe just chill it down and look for some one that fits? And one day you too may become some ones manic pixie dream girl.

>>17890322
i'm still holding out on scientific studies to address the boyfriend myth. and i've chilled it down for a while now, and as a result haven't had sex for like 2 years. life is hard.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RwHQfn0s94M

>>17890316
The logical response to "why can't I find a boyfriend?" is inevitably "what's your BMI?"
So, what's your BMI?

>>17890384
20.2 according to google calculator. but this was pre-holidays weight and i don't want to weigh again until a couple weeks into january lol.

i do gym and paleo diet

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_KfnGBtVeA

>>17890332
You're doing better than a lot of other girls.. the longer you hold out, the more you will appreciate the person coming your way.

I'm a guy, 31, the last time my penis was inside a vagina was 2008, and she would be my wife today if she hadn't dumped me, I was crazy about her, lost years of my life miserable in my room, 5+ years, till I couldn't take it anymore and started taking depression meds a few times to straighten out my brain. I lost my mind, hair, energy, desire to live. Even worse, two years after she left, I got head from a friend and basically had a mental breakdown both times it happened.. I just wanted to force myself to forget my ex, failed miserably, eventually, that girl found a good husband, thankfully.

Not everything is shit... but if you take others for granted, or allow them to take you for granted, you will hurt.

>>17890393
my problem is mostly that i'm trans desu. other girls seem to have it lots easier. i'm not sure i belong anywhere lol it's so painful.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6bAPlojfgO0

>>17890316
I don't understand, are you going online to look for a fuckbuddy and expect to find a boyfriend?

>>17890405
boyfriends are a lie perpetuated by the chinese to undermine the american economy. thought this was common knowledge lol

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QnxpHIl5Ynw

>>17890401
Can't help you there. But, from mt perspective, as brute as it sounds, that is a mental distortion. It is not really you... Consider perhaps therapy or.. truly internalizing your biological purpose. Your life and seed has purpose. Do not destroy your biological purpose, anon. For your sake.

>>17890412
That makes a lot of sense actually

>>17890401
Wait, trans as in a mtf guy looking for a boyfriend?

>>17890426
no i'm a girl?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kknk_C_555g

>>17890430
So ftm girl looking for a boyfriend?

>>17890432
uh no? you don't seem to understand how this works lol

oh god my life

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s4-gVPGULgw

>>17890440
You're not a girl just because you chopped your dick off.

>>17890440
Do you produce sperm or do you have eggs?

>>17890443
thanks mom.

>>17890445
no and no?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R457YFCBQe4

>>17890448
Oh, well that sucks. Have you tried looking for boyfriends who were infertile? They would probably not care about it

>>17890448
are you at least an attractive passable girl?

>>17890316
lel nice guys actually care but you don't want nice guys because they come out as needy,predictable and desperate.

>>17890451
is there like a dating site for infertile people? like christian mingle or w/e

>>17890475
idk probably not

>>17890530
yeah i wouldn't know. thought all nice guys were married desu

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uEa3AbkPFBA

>>17890316
If you want someone to care about you, have a personality worth caring about, and learn how to find the right people, which is basically an experience thing.

Though if you just want to get laid, a fuckbuddy will do. You don't expect a dildo caring about you, so why a random guy who's there to get off?

>>17890318
Following your goals, faggot. Also absurdism or something similar.

>>17890384
That's bullshit, buddy. Tons of ugly whales got boyfriends, tons of hot chicks don't.

>>17890401
That makes things harder for sure. If you happen to live in some backwards shithole, finding someone who'll be cool with trans will not be easy. Hell, even in advanced places, you're still playing the game on hard difficulty, and that's assuming you're pretty awesome yourself.

>>17890530
>needy,predictable and desperate
Not a single thing is related to being nice. At worst they can appear overbearing if they are also spergy.

Sometimes I wish people wouldn't call me a faggot hah

>>17890322
>caring about whores
kys
>>17890316
kys whore you don't deserve anything but pain and deaths

>>17890585
Let's keep our hopes and dreams reasonable