I think I have "mommy-issues" from my poor relationship with my mother throughout my life. She's always been on and off, sometimes cruel and hurtful, sometimes loving and caring. At this time of my life I'm no longer capable of opening up and speaking to my mother about anything.
Admittedly, while I've been more comfortable around my father growing up, I'm not open around him either.
I seem to have these crazy and unhealthy connotations with sex, relationships, I have a couple issues of trust, sometimes I put myself down to avoid conflict with women, I'm reclusive around women, and the few women I do speak to say I'm always paranoid about what they think of me.
Just things like this seem to tick off a few boxes which suggest I've got some issue. I'm sure there's more, I don't want to look too deep into this desu.
What are some things I should be conscious of in the future to help correct my behaviour?
One thing I read was that mommy issue guys tend to go for daddy issue girls.
Which is what I've been doing (not consciously)
>>17890146
tell me your sexual fantasies
this should be interesting
>>17890166
By unhealthy connotations with sex I mean like the madonna- whore complex
I really don't feel comfortable with the concept of sex as well
I don't want to have sex with multiple girls
I don't want to have sex unless I know I'm going to spend my life with that person
I think some of this comes from some things my mother told me growing up, as she was an angry single mother who resented my father.
>>17890227
no whipping, raping, humiliating?
bohhriigggg
im tryin to fap here dude. cry to a doctor or smtin sheesh
>>17890234
I'd probably say I'm submissive sexually and would like to be used like a toy
There you go. Freak.
>>17890241
you
i like you
The eerily similar to my situation OP.
>>17890305
That's*