I have no problem in having positive feelings, but as soon as

>>17887007
This happens alot to me too, I would ignore women that like me, if someone becomes proud of me no matter what it is I get that feeling of disgust.

>>17887280
If I had to guess you're jealous of their feeling happiness because you don't feel happy very often/at all

Hm, might be that you have a low opinion of yourself, so when you see someone being happy cause of you, you get angry and confused because how can an another person think higher of you than yourself.

Im kinda the same, but its mostly when people express pride in me. I hate it

>>17887452
I'm the same for some reason. If someone congratulates me on something I did I get really pissed off

>>17887463
I only get pissed if I think I'm being congratulated on something trivial or not important. And I consider everything I do almost trivial, because the moment I achieve that or before I see that there's something bigger

>>17887469
Exactly. I feel so embarassed, because its like they're showing me off and im not that kind of person.

>>17887439
This

>>17887452
>get made fun of a lot during childhood
>insults are mostly sarcasm about how good i am at something whenever i fail at it
>now get mad at people when they praise my efforts in doing things because default reaction is "please shut the fuck up"