While at work, packaging boxes, a lady on a raised platform handed me a box. As I grabbed it, I noticed my hands were at level with her crotch. (Mind you during this whole ordeal I felt no arousal)
Then a thought in my mind came in the quick time frame as I was grabbing the box "hey lemme grab under the box and touch the crotch at the same time", but then I thought, "WTF AM I DOING"!!!" And turned and froze. The lady was confused but carried on. I Spent The rest of this night Guilty, Even though I wasnt aroused. My girlfriend was sexually harassed before and I had to stop the perpetrators, but now I feel no different from them. I hate perverts. I don't wanna be like trump. I'm currently considering suicide. I let my anxious thoughts run wild and it's time to put a stop to it. Please don't consider me a monster or asshole
Holy shit chill out...
>>17874041
WELP WATCH THOSE HANDS BUSTER !!!
this is a common problem at mixed work environments - be careful where you stand how you move etc if you're close to femmes
>>17874062
Thank you anon. I thought I was being overly paranoid but I guess not. I always make sure to stay 3 feet away from a woman on the train to manhattan, even if it means bending the fuck outta myself. I ain't risking accidental touches
>>17874061
Sorry it's just that the thought in my head scared me
>>17874041
Don't do it again, it was an accident
>>17874070
I didn't touch it but the impulse thought crossed my mind and I got scared of it
>>17874074
It happens all the time. I recall back when I was in first grade I had the strong urge almost daily to stand up in music class and start running around like a madman in class
Never did anything of the sort, but I always thought about it. You're fine and overreacting
sage
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>>17874427
Nigga the thread was ready past page 5
>>17874041
Man we all have invasive thoughts that are way worse than that, ever look over a tall ledge and think "I could jump off this right now if I wanted to" the important thing is that they're just thoughts, as long as you don't act on them you've done nothing wrong.
>>17874041
"Almost" only counts in pitching horseshoes
>>17875342
Wut