/adv/, I'm a 19 year old beta, kissless virgin who got diagnosed

>>17862124
I am in a similar situation regarding women, have you tried going for other goals that are equally fulfilling but that only require yourself alone?

>>17862139
suck as what?

>>17862175
Yoga? Spiritual fulfillment? Not dying? Writing a book? Getting a job to pay for medical treatment?

go see a escort / hooker and have some fun

>>17862175
masturbate?

I (probably) do not have cancer, but I comprehend your feelings. One of my balls shrinked, and I guess it's cancer but I didn't checked it yet. However, I kinda feel that my life is going, or needs to end anyway.

You know, I'm 24 now and I probably had 1000+ times sex with a hand full of woman. Back in my teenage years, when I was 14,15,16, I was a fucking loser with no chance to get laid, somehow and something changed and I got "cool".
You know what's funny? It actually changed nothing for me. I still suffer. I fucking hate to feel this "pain", and I'm just sick of it. What the fuck is this kind of a life, when the hardest thing I can imagine, is just to exist?

I get around people and I feel lonely; I fuck some sluts, and I still feel fucking lonely - what the fuck is this shit? In our age everything and everybody is hyperconnected, but I just can't find someone where I feel safe and understood.

I'm sorry, when I'm being narcistic. I just to get this shit off my chest.
Well.. I'm trying to tell you, that all of these things "others do", won't lighten or fullfill you. I'm not telling you that you should just sit down and die. DO whatever the fuck you want. Don't make your luck or wellbeing dependent on others or some bitches, which don't have even the deceny to tell you to fuck off. You want to visit Japan? Just go and do it.
We're al justl provisional on this planet, just use your time. somehow.

>>17862124
>I'm a 19 year old beta,

well this is your problem as you know. the best way to get girls is by being assertive and fun. you should try to get girls in real life, not on tinder and shit. honestly, online dating is a load of shit unless you're really good at entertaining women on text. women find me really atractive but i dont get anywhere on tinder or pof because im shit at entertaining women on text. online dating works more for older guys because women are at our age are out and about while older women are busy with work so they dont get out much.

its shitty that you have cancer, hopefully its at an early stage so you will be able to pull through with it and be ok. at least you can say "yeah but i have survived cancer".

honestly though, regarding women. I didnt lose my virginity until 22 and i still feel shitty and depressed sometimes. It gave me a massive ego boost for a few weeks but after that things just went back to how they where.

as a guy who gets laid a lot and is a 7.5 on most days, if you want a girl a point above you, you're going to have to be willing to bat 1 to 2 points below you. If you're a 5 or a 6, then this means that you should be willing to go after 200 pound fatties. If you want to go after a better range, then go to the gym, either way tho stop complaining

>>17862356
>as a guy who gets laid a lot

how do you get laid? do you pick up girls at clubs or use tinder?

>>17862124
Watch breaking bad and get inspired. Worked on me.

Cancer: Extreme hurt and or grief possibly related to past experienced issues. Something from a site that talks about spiritual illness. How bad was your past OP?

>>17862416
If I was diagnosed with cancer I'd probably do every drug under the sun because why the fuck not, right?

Having sex just to lose your virginity is the biggest meme of all. If you don't care about the person you're with jacking off is better.

>>17863419
I also have no idea why I responded to your post

>>17862124
Have you tried using the cancer card to get some pity sex?

>>17862124
>Shit personality

Forget sex and work on becoming a better person.

I think it will make you happier in the end